Something Special

Chapter 12.

Tess' s P.O.V

I woke up this morning in the same clothes I wore last night. I took a quick shower to give myself time to think. Shawn almost raped me last night. This isnt right. Theres one other thing though. His mom doesnt even know. Will Shawn tell her? Will she find out? That will be the last time im babysitting over there for sure. I got out of the shower and got dressed. Another problem? I enjoyed the kiss. The rape kiss? Yeah, I liked it. I know, I know, Im a stupid idiot. But he was such a good kisser. See that day when Shawn kissed me in the closet? Before he beat me up and stuff... It was sooo amazing. Thats the day my best friend stole my first kiss. And the day I stole his.

Shawn's P.O.V

I walked out my front door, only to find Tess, walking out her door. "Hey?" I called to her, my voice cracking.  She looked at me scared. I did this to her. We stared at eachother until she pulled away from my glance.  I needed to talk to her. I walked ovsr to her, hers eyes widening. "Listen. Im sorry, Ok? Im messed up in the head right now and your the reason why. I like you a lot, But I know you dont like me back. I should respect that, and im learning to, Because if-If I cant have you as my girlfriend or the person thats always on my mind, driving me crazy... Then I just really want you back as my bestfriend. And I know you will say no, but im just being honest. When we kiss, Sparks fly. And last night? Oh my god last night, Im so sorry. I messed up in all the biggest ways and im really sorry. Im really really so-" she then did something,  I never thought she would. She kissed me.

Tess' s P.O.V

I dont know what I was thinking. But seeing Shawn there, looking so perfect, and acting all cute. I did exactly what I didnt want to. I kissed him. And I didnt pull away for a while. I smashed my lips into his, and it felt so good. Fireworks wasnt off everywhere and butterflies filled my stomach. He wrapped his hands around my waist and I ran my fingers through his hair with one hand, well the other hand wrappped around his neck.  I smiled during the kiss, and so did he. I heard a front door open but I didnt care. We kept going until finally I pulled away. I looked to my left only to see, Ms.Mendes and Hannah, standing there, mouths wide open. Oh shit.