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Sidharth noticed Shehnaaz is behaving differently since he told her about the email . He is sensible enough to realize why was she feeling disturbed. Shehnaaz will never speak up about what she really wants. Rather she always chooses silence when it comes to teach Sidharth a lesson. The same thing was being repeated.
That day passed the way Sidharth expected it to be . Shehnaaz barely talked with him. While Sidharth was having his lunch Shehnaaz was cleaning the kitchen. They usually have lunch together but today she didn't join him. The rest of the day she was busy in reading some books when Joey and Moon were sleeping . In the evening when they woke up Shehnaaz became busy with them . She received a video call from her mother and chatted a while with her in a low pitched voice.
After that, she called Rita Ji as she was missing her. Rita Ji couldn't talk more than ten minutes. In this conversation shehnaaz didn't mention for once, about the email Sidharth had received in the afternoon.
Rita Ji was talking about the progress of the wedding . Shehnaaz was replying accordingly . Rita Ji could not ask about Sidharth. Before she could ask someone called her among the crowd and she had to disconnect the call.
Sidharth was annoyed by the sudden change in her behavior. Sudden but not very unexpected, he thought. Sidharth truly hates it when she tries to give him silent treatment and maintains distance from him without asking for any clarification . If she is hurt ( Not necessarily, there will be a reason) she will behave like this .
He usually can not know the reason for her being hurt , though this time he could guess something . He could have asked her about that or tried to start the conversation but he thought, it will only turn the situation more problematic. So he left it on Shehnaaz.
Why everytime she will be the one to induce the ignoring game ? She should understand, sometimes it can be exhausting for him too. But this habit of her , seemed to be unchangeable to Sidharth.
But even after realizing the irrelevance of this fight , he was sticking to his decision . He too didn't try to talk to her. He was doing in his own work being locked in his study.
After dinner Shehnaaz went to her bedroom with her kids . She kept a full meal on the dinning table for him but didn't ask him for having the dinner . She shutted the door but didn't lock it so that he could come inside, whenever he wanted. Sidharth was still in his study.
_' Pata nehi kaunsa Ramayan likh rha hain . Meri aukaat kaha jo isko samjh paun , Iske kaam ko samjh paun . Haye amma, kabse baat nehi kar rhi hun. Lekin time hi kahan hain mujhe manane ke liye. Mar jau, phir bhi nehi manayega aaj mujhe . Kya pata kya khunnas hain mere saath. Mere saath hain to hain, bachcho ne kya kiya ? Meri nanhi si bachchi kitna miss kar rhi thi, ekbar bhi usko godh main nehi uthaya ! Akkdu, Khadoos ! Gadha!
Ab ayega tabbhi maine baat nehi karna ! '
Shehnaaz was freaking frustrated ! She could not stop mumbling out her temper.
after twelve at night he came out from the study . After eating only a small portion of his dinner he felt almost full. He left the rest part on the table and was about to knock on the bedroom door. Seeing the door already opened he didn't knock and entered silently. The night lamp was dimmed , illuminating a little space with its soft glow , at the corner of the room.
Shehnaaz was asleep facing towards the wall , she was fully covered by a thin bed linen . He could not see her face. Between the space of her and the wall, Joey and Moon were sleeping hugging their mom. Sidharth slowly crawled on the bed and laid beside her.
Shehnaaz didnot move by an inch. She was awake , still did not move towards him. Sidharth was slowly loosing the hold that he maintained on himself all the day. He just wanted to end this meaningless fights . What else could he do. Staying away from her feels like hell to him .
Joey has a habit of waking up in the middle of night. That time he needs to be fed and swinged to make him fall asleep again. If Shehnaaz doesn't feed and avoid responding, he cries and even screams that can wake everyone up.
_' Yaar Jo, uthh jaa please. Teri mummy ko bhi utha de.' He muttered.
Siddhath had to wait for almost ten minutes. Suddenly Joey stared whimpering . Shehnaaz woke up. Actually acted of waking up. She shifted Moon on the other side so that her sleep doesn't get affected. Moon was lying between her parents.
_' Thanks beta. Great help. But look at your silly mom. Keyse is masoom si bachchi ko beech main daal diya !' He thought.
Moon could not know how she kept her mom distant from her dad. Her dad hugged her close to his chest and kissed her tenderly.
Shehnaaz started feeding Joey. There was no other way. She looked at Sidharth who was failing to act of being asleep . She was tired of this hide and seek game. So was he.
Shehnaaz couldn't hold herself back. She placed a soft kiss on Sidharth's forehead. After that, she shifted Moon beside Joey . Both of them were sleeping . She moved towards Sidharth and again kissed his face . Sidharth locked his arms around her neck . shehnaaz broke in tears.
_' Oh baby. Kya ho geya hain tumhe meri jaan? ' Sidharth filled his voice with as much love as he could.
Shehnaaz continued crying and rubbing her face to his chest.
Sidharth got up and hugged her tightly.
_' Sweetheart why are you behaving like that ?' he again asked in a honey dripping voice .
_' To kya ho geya, agar mujhe hurt hua aur main chup ho geyi to? ' She finally spoke up. She was lying on his chest.
_' Hurt kiyun hua baby? I said nothing that could hurt you. '
_' You won't understand Sidharth. Meri baat chhoro. Mujhe kisi bhi baat hurt kar sakta hain , that's so annoying to me. I'm sorry . Mujhe galat mat samjhna please. Main tumko kabhi nehi rokungi. Main kiyun roku, mujhe proud feel hota hain tumhare achievement se. Pata nehi kya ho geya mujhe. Mom kab ayegi? Mujhe yaad aa rhi hain. '
Shehnaaz tried her best to put her feelings in words for Sidharth who could understand even her silence. He took her head up from his chest and looked at her eyes.
_' Shehnaaz, you know that you have full right on me. Tumhe agar kisi bhi baat se problem ho rha hain to tum mujhe bataogi . Why were you staying away from me? Why were you staying quiet? Mujhpe haq hain na baby? '
_' Sidharth, even the thought of staying away from you haunts me . But, after everything , if you decide to go, you will go for sure . '
_' OK OK. Now relax. Come, I'll massage your back. Pain ho rha hain na?' Sidharth started pressing her waist.
_' Believe me Sidharth. I'm matured enough. Main apni aur apne bachcho ki responsibility utha sakti hun. You don't need to worry for them . Just discuss about it with mom and leave. I'm honestly speaking Sidharth. Mujhe koi shikayat nehi hain. '
_' OK , OK I completely understand baby. Relax now. I know you are hundred percent capable to raise our children . But trust me. I'll never take any decision prioritizing my job or myself. I'll always be there for you, for my kids and mom. Baby just stand by me. I need you the most. '
Sidharth hugged her even tighter. Before falling asleep, he said _' Aur ek baar bhi eyse dur rehne ki koshish kiya to outcome bohut bura honewala hain. '
_' kya karoge? Mujhe thappad maroge? '
_' Usse bhi bura. Tum jab Jo ko dudh pilake sulane ki koshish karogi main usko jaga dunga . Phir pilati rehna aur sulati rehna. '
Shehnaaz angrily pulled a good volume of his hair.
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