The Struggle

Chapter 20

I woke up and said "baby," but I turned over and he was gone. I grabbed his phone and called him. I said "Ni! You left?"

He said "I'm sorry baby. I had to get to work."

I said "ok love you bye." Then ended it. I started crying and then my phone started ringing.

I answered sniffling. He said "Sapphire."

I said "yea?"

He said "why you crying ma?"

I said "because I don't get to see you, I miss you."

He said "I know babe, I'll be happy when this shit is over and I get to spend more time with you again."

I pouted and said "okay, come home on break."

He said "alright babe. I love you."

I said "I love you too." Then I hung up.

I got up and ran myself a bath. I got into the bath and was listening to music. When I got out I dried off and put on a tank top and some spandex. I put my hair in a top knot then went downstairs. I went downstairs and looked in our big mirror. My bump was forming even more and I looked thick. I took a few pictures and posted them.

@saphj: mommy can't wait for you get here #boymama💙

I had on a light brown tank top and brown spandex. I called my mom on FaceTime. I put my phone up against the toaster as I started cooking. She said "hey Saph, how's my grand baby?"

I said "he got me looking fat!"

She laughed and said "no you look adorable boo."

I laughed and said "thanks mom."

She said "turn around? Look at you, my grand baby filling out your shape. Booty getting bigger."

I laughed and said "it's all the food I been eating."

We talked on the phone as I made breakfast then I hung up to eat. I ate my food then went into bed to lay down. I woke up at 2:30 and started making Ni food for his break. I made him some honey salmon with asparagus and rice. He came in and gave me kisses. He said "I'm sorry I left so quick this morning. I ain't mean to make you cry."

I said "it's ok babe, I made you some food."

We went into the kitchen and he said "thank you mama." He wrapped his arms around me and started kissing me. He said "you so sexy."

I said "thank you."

We went over and he ate his food. When he finished we went into the living room and he said "I got 45 minutes left."

I laid down on his lap. He rubbed my belly as I laid on him. I said "my baby making me fat."

He laughed and said "no he not. You not fat, yo ass is getting thicker tho."

I said "yeah yeah."

He picked up my face pecking my lips "yo lips soft."

I laughed as I kissed him back.

He said "what are we naming him?"

I said "i don't know, I kinda like Nile."

He said "I like Nile." The baby started kicking me and he said "he likes it too."

I smiled as Ni continued to rub my stomach. I pecked his lips a few times. When he left I went back to sleep. When I woke up I ate some cereal then got into bed again. I did some online lesson planning and assignments then laid down. When he came home he got in the shower then woke me up. He said "wake up ma. I'm bout to make us some dinner, what you want?"

I said "it doesn't matter babe."

He held my hands pulling me up. I got up and put my light brown yeezy slides. He said "you fine as hell ma."

I smiled and pecked his lips. I went downstairs following him. I said "how was work?"

He said "it was aight, I'll be happy when this shit ends." I nodded. I sat at the island as he made our food. He made us tacos. When we finished eating we both brushed our teeth before laying down. He got into bed and then I got in cuddling into him. "He got you that tired babe?"

I said "yeah, I did some work but I've mostly been sleeping."

He said "aww babe."

I said "it's okay though it's worth it for him."

He pecked my lips a few times before we both fell asleep.

When I woke up he was still asleep. I got up and brushed my teeth before going to get some food. I made Nutella and banana toast before Ni came down. He said "you good?"

I said "yeah I was just hungry."

He laughed and said "okay, imma go get ready for work."

I said "ok, my stuff from amazon supposed to come today so I'll have something to do other than sleep."

He said "good." He went upstairs and showered before getting dressed. I laid back in the bed and he came out giving me a kiss before he left. "I'll see you later babe, call me if you need me ok?"

I nodded and said "okay baby see you later. Be safe."

He pecked my lips one more time before leaving. I fell back asleep before waking back up at 10. When I woke up my packages were on the front step. I got excited and grabbed them. I went into my new distance learning room and put the posters on the wall and other items I got. I put together my white rolly chair then put it by the desk. He came into the room where I was setting up. He said "hey babe."

I smiled and said "hey love."

I got up and wrapped my arms around him. I said "I missed you daddy."

He started kissing me and gripping my ass. He said "I missed you too ma." He gripped it harder reaching near my pussy.

I said "how long ya break?"

He said "an hour and forty five."

I poked my lip out and said "can we get a quickie?"

He said "girl we getting longer than a quickie."

We walked towards our room and starting doing what we do.