The Struggle

Chapter 4

Sapphire POV
When we left the mall we went back to my house, he said "what you doing?"

I said "I'm bout to put on something comfy and chill."

He said "but on something comfy and let me take you somewhere."

I said "ughh you not gon let me just chill."

He said "no girl let's go."

I changed and put on the outfit above. I said "what else I gotta bring?"

He said "if you got a blanket, bring that."

I grabbed my comfortable blanket and put it in a tote bag. We left and he said "imma stop and get us some food."

I said "okay."

I got comfortable in my seat and he pulled up to some restaurant. He came out with a bag and it had 2 platters. He said "hold this, don't open it til I say so."

I said "fine." It smelled so good though.

He drove about 20 minutes then pulled up near a wooded area then it had a path. He drove and it was a drive in movie. It was playing It. He said "you fuck with scary movies?"

I said "yeah but imma be honest I'm terrified of clowns."

He said "aww, you still wanna stay?"

I said "yeah. I'm trynna get into this food what you get me."

He opened it up and I looked at him. I said "oh shit, oh my godddd. This looks so good wait."

He laughed and said "why would I get you bad food?"

I said "awww, come here." He turned and got close and I pecked his lips a couple times. I said "thank you.."

I grabbed the fork and we both started eating. He said "i want you to be my girl foreal.. I know we just met each other, but I feel like I've known you for a long time."

I almosted choked on my food, I said "I'm sorry, didn't I tell you I was toxic baby."

He said "how? I'm just curious. I know it's personal but you know where my loyalty lie."

I said "do you want kids?"

He said "of course, who doesn't?"

My heart broke a little already because I admitted to someone for the first time, "I can't have kids. I want kids, trust me but I can't carry a child."

You could see he felt bad instantly he said "I'm sorry Saph, I didn't know."

I said "it's ok, you're the first person I've admitted it too."

He said "can I ask what happened?"

I said "I was raped when I was a child, when my mother went to put me on birth control when I was 16 and the doctor said it's no point."

He said "but you still want a family?"

I smiled and said "yes of course. I've wanted kids forever and that just really broke me knowing I would never be able to carry my own baby."

He said "but you could always try other ways though, right? Or adopt."

I said "yeah, I could but it's just I don't know maybe if you're a female you'd understand. I just always wanted a baby of my own, blood and everything."

He said "you could do that through IVF."

I said "yeah I guess. I don't know."

He said "gimme a kiss." I looked at him and then picked my lips out. He gave me a kiss and said "don't think about that shit now. I just want you to be my girl. I don't care about any of that shit right now. We gon be ready for our kids when they come. That's a promise."

I said "I guess."

He laughed and was kissing me all over my face. He was sucking on my lower lip. He said "fine ass."

I said "cut it before you start something." I finished my food and he got out throwing out the trash.

When he got back in there was a scary part and I jumped then he pulled me into his lap and pushed his seat back and leaning it. I laid my head on his chest as I got comfortable. He grabbed my ass lightly and rubbed it while we watched the movie.

I looked up at him and he pulled my face towards him. I started kissing him back and I straddled his waist. He said "you so sexy yo, you don't even understand."

I said "you hard?"

He held my hips down so I felt him threw his pants. He said "you tell me."

I said "hard as shit, ready to be rode."

I felt his shit twitch and I pulled off my sweatpants and unbuttoned my bodysuit. He pulled his pants down and I slid down onto him. I said "oh fuck."

He said "shit, yo pussy wet as hell."

He wrapped his arms around me and grabbed my ass. I said "oh fuck.. Nigel." He started kissing my neck and I felt myself bout to cum.

He said "wait."

I said "I can't, fuck."

I came all over his dick, then he smacked the shit out of my ass leaving a red mark and he said "what I tell you?" I almost came again from that alone. He said "gotcha shit clench like you trynna drain me."

He pushed my bodysuit down and started sucking on my nipples. I said "aww fuck, this dick so good daddy."

He started pushing me up and down on him. He said "shit, Sapphire.."

I felt myself tense up around him again as I came. I got off of him and I said "ok I'm done." I grabbed my wipes from my bag and cleaned myself off then put my sweatpants back on. I laid back into my seat and pulled my blanket over me and I was knocked out.

About an hour later we was back at his house, and he had woke me up. He opened my door and said  "you gon get out?"

I said "can you carry me? I don't feel like putting my shoes back on."

He laughed and picked me up. He said "you a big baby."

I said "atleast I'm light."

He said "yeah I guess."