Poetry Collection : Volume 1

I'm Not Fearless -6/6

I'm fearful of what could happen,

I'm scared of where life could go,

I'm anxious to keep trying.

I have to work through my insecurities,

Starting with not feeling good enough for you,

Having all these feeling, makes me feel all weak.

I'm afraid to be rejected by you again in life.

I feel helpless every Saturday,

As the little girl inside of me screams on out.

I'm frightened you will pass away,

And we will still be in the same place,

Having made no progress as the years draw out.

I'm worried to tell you my feelings,

To start sharing things with you.

I'm tired of feeling worthless,

Of not being enough.

I need you to prove you want me,

Prove that you love me.

I always feel excluded, The one who is left out.

Watching from the window,

As you all go out.

It makes me nervous to think of opening up,

To feel exposed, more judged.

Worried about the rejection,

And not being enough.

I'm afraid of being hurt again,

I'm trying to have faith,

But i've been hurt in the past far too much.