I feel sad about how things have went,
With you and all your children.
I feel hurt about some things you said,
But that's all in the past.
I feel depressed about the fact,
I've shed so many tears.
I feel guilty for not trying harder,
When i was a wee child.
I feel in despair about the life,
I could have had.
I feel vulnerable when i let you in,
Waiting to get hurt again.
I felt lonely all those nights,
When i needed you the most.
I feel inferior to your other children,
Never feeling good enough,
Never feeling wanted.
My life would feel empty,
Like you didn't want a daughter.
I feel remorse for all the love that was lost,
Getting it back hasn't been easy.
I feel ashamed for giving up,
All those years ago.
I feel powerless when i try,
The power is in your hands,
But you never take the leap.
I fear grief pulled you away from us,
When you lost your father.
I feel as fragile as a vase,
One crack and i will break.
I feel abandoned by the family,
Victimised and left out for always being ill.
I isolate myself away because it's easier that way,
Than to tell you how i'm feeling,
That won't take the sadness away.
YOU ARE READING
Poetry Collection : Volume 1
PoetryI have decided to put my poems into one place so that it is much easier to find and read. These poems can vary between sad, happy to death and being alive. They can relate to life problems such as depression and health issues but they can also rela...
