The day I lost you, was the day that i knew,
my heart had been plunged out my body,
when they told me it was leukaemia
they said there's nothing they can do,
all I have to do is be patient,
as the nights drew in, the more sick you came
the more i couldn't stand the sight of you.
I sat beside you, whilst you laid on the bed,
slowly watching you die,
day by day, night by night.
I watched you die, as i held your hand,
i cried for hours, and hours on end,
begging i could just hug you
I see you in my dreams but you disappear
as soon as i call your name.
i'm no longer the same, as i stare endlessly at your photo,
my heart began to melt every day that goes by and yet I miss you more
my love for you was unbearable, i wish i never lost you.
I just went home, for 15 minutes and when i came back,
you were nearly gone.
Dad just gave me a look,
at that point i knew, my life was officially over.
It doesn't feel the same, walking into your house,
Knowing you are no longer there and no longer will be,
I always look at your chair and the memories come flooding back,
we all feel it and we all see it.
I wish you were here with me, as you held my hand in mercy,
I only want one more day just to say i'm sorry.
I miss you more each day and i never told you i loved you.
Granda, i love you! x
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Poetry Collection : Volume 1
PoetryI have decided to put my poems into one place so that it is much easier to find and read. These poems can vary between sad, happy to death and being alive. They can relate to life problems such as depression and health issues but they can also rela...
