How can i pretend that i'm okay,
When i know i'm not.
How can i pretend i'm positive,
When i have negative thoughts.
How can i pretend that i'm okay,
When my life is falling apart around me.
Life isn't easy,
Life is hard.
When ever i see the light at the end of the tunnel,
I feel happy inside.
But there is a cloud looming over my head,
And it's all darkness again.
And i wish it would go away,
And i wish that it would leave.
Because the thoughts in my head,
Are simply killing me.
I can't let myself believe,
That i'll ever be enough.
I can't go on pretending that i'm okay,
When i know i'm not.
I'll never be okay,
I'll never be healthy again.
So why can't you see ,
this is not easy for me.
This isn't easy at all,
But like always no one sees.
YOU ARE READING
Poetry Collection : Volume 1
PoetryI have decided to put my poems into one place so that it is much easier to find and read. These poems can vary between sad, happy to death and being alive. They can relate to life problems such as depression and health issues but they can also rela...