I'm Not Okay

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How can i pretend that i'm okay,

When i know i'm not.

How can i pretend i'm positive,

When i have negative thoughts.

How can i pretend that i'm okay,

When my life is falling apart around me.

Life isn't easy,

Life is hard.

When ever i see the light at the end of the tunnel,

I feel happy inside.

But there is a cloud looming over my head,

And it's all darkness again.

And i wish it would go away,

And i wish that it would leave.

Because the thoughts in my head,

Are simply killing me.

I can't let myself believe,

That i'll ever be enough.

I can't go on pretending that i'm okay,

When i know i'm not.

I'll never be okay,

I'll never be healthy again.

So why can't you see ,

this is not easy for me.

This isn't easy at all,

But like always no one sees. 

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