My Doll

Chapter 54

Ella struggled to open her dorm room door due to all of the nerves hitting her. Brendon had been standing behind her, anxious to be alone with her for the night.

This is what he had been dreaming about for the past two years and now his dream was finally coming true. As soon as the door opened, Brendon pushed Ella inside, following her afterward.

He closed the door, then turned around to face her. Brendon bit his lip, watching as she smiled back at him. "Hold on. I have to turn on the lights."

Just as Ella was about to turn them on, Brendon caught her hand, causing her to turn to look at him. "We don't need the lights on, baby. Let's just take a seat."

Ella gulped, nodding her head as Brendon dragged her over to the couch. It was beginning to grow cold, but Ella didn't want to upset Brendon. 

He sat down first, then pulled her arms, so that she was sitting close to him. Ella blushed, looking down at her feet. Brendon chuckled, placing a hand under her chin, so that she was looking at him.

He bit his lip once again, then caressed her cheek with the side of his hand. "You don't know how long I've been waiting for this, Ella. I love you so much."

Ella thought about the situation she was in. It would be too much for her to really say that she loves him at the moment. Not to mention, she didn't really want to do what they were about to do.

Brendon made the first move by slowly leaning in until his lips were on hers. At first, Ella didn't know what to do, but she soon kissed him back. 

Brendon smirked into the kiss, his hand trailing down to her thigh. He added a little pressure on the spot his hand had stopped at, making Ella gasp.

Taking advantage, Brendon slipped his tongue into her mouth, immediately taking control. He got up, not breaking the kiss, then pushed Ella down, so that he back rested on the couch.

Brendon opened his eyes for a little bit, taking a notice to the control he had in that moment. He looked down at Ella, enjoying the fact that she was under him. 

Brendon broke away, beginning to take off his suit jacket, then his button down. Ella could do nothing but watch. She had seen this happen before, except this time she didn't think she would stop herself from doing any of this.

It was like a new side of her had taken over her and she honestly didn't have any idea what she could do about it.

Once Brendon had his shirt off, he kneeled over Ella's body, looking down at her with greed and lust. Ella knew this was wrong, but no matter how hard she tried to snap out of it, she couldn't.

She bit her lip, then brought both hands up to Brendon's toned body, pulling him back down, so they could share another passionate kiss.

As Brendon was being pulled back down, he smirked, then sat up. He shook his head, then chuckled. His fingers played with the buttons on her blouse.

Brendon leaned back down, his lips pressed against her ear. "I think it's time that something of yours comes off, darling." The huskiness of his voice sent shivers down her spine.

Ella slowly nodded, then brought her hands to the buttons on her blouse. As she struggled to take it off, Brendon grew impatient and pushed her hands away.

"I hope you weren't planning on wearing this again any time soon." Ella furrowed her eyebrows, then gasped when she heard her blouse rip.

Brendon smiled, then pulled her into a sitting position by placing his hands behind her back. He slid her blouse off of her body, then looked at her.

"God, you're so beautiful, Ella. You make me feel things that no other woman could ever." He pushed her back down, then pressed his lips to her ear again.

"I don't care what you say, baby. You're mine." Ella gasped, feeling Brendon trail kisses from her ear down to her neck.

That's when something struck her. Ella placed her hands on Brendon's chest, then sat up. She ran a hand through her hair.

Brendon looked over at her with anger and lust, not understanding why she had stopped him. "Come on, baby. We were almost there." He went to push her back down, but Ella stood up.

"I-I'm not ready, yet. I just want to know that what we have is going to be real and not some dumb trick."

Brendon bit his lip, his hand wrapping around her arm. He tugged at her arm, begging for her to sit back down. 

"I promise you that this relationship will be as real as you want it to be. Just let me prove it to you." Ella looked into his eyes, noticing the lust and greed.

She watched as his eyes wandered up and down her body, making her feel like he was undressing her. "I think this is a good place to stop."

Brendon stood up, grabbing both of her arms. "Ella, please. I don't care if you don't want to have sex. We can just have a really heated make-out, then maybe slip in a bit of intimacy, if you know what I mean."

Ella pursed her lips, then grabbed her ripped blouse from off of the floor. "You can sleep on the couch. Good night, Brendon."