My Real Diary

November 12

     I have been really neglecting this thing, but hello.
     Hello, yes I'm drunk. All I can think of right now is why my fiance can't fucking listen. He falls asleep early I have a prime opportunity to go through his phone. I go to his activity log, and I see tits. Not a half naked model, like his friend actually posted a video of some girl's tits and he "❤️'d" it. Fuck you Jack.
     Like honestly if he's gonna be repeatedly doing this shit how is he gonna feel if I do the same, but opposite? He's liking girls in provocative poses, shit, I'm gonna post those type of photos on Instagram of just myself. Like I'm actually gonna do this shit. Sounds dumb and petty but he's gonna finally get a taste of his own medicine. Oh how dearly I fucking wish I could go back to 27 months ago and get the straight skinny on this man. Sucks having to find shit out later down the road. I don't get why people can't be faithful and honest and respectful from the get go.

FUCK I'm pissed. Gbye.