Not What it Seems | BTS x Reader | Reverse Harem

Chapter 36 - Sharing in the Shower🔥🔥🔥

Without warning, Yoongi started going faster again, gearing me towards my climax. Almost like he had heard something that was his ignition. I threw my head back as he played with my body; gnawing, nibbling, pinching.

Fuck. I mouthed inaudibly, throwing my head back in euphoria.

Unable to hold it any longer, I could feel myself twitch and tense around him, I dug my nails into Yoongi even more, signifying my descent. Knowingly, he fucked me harder so I could undo myself and ride my high. I pushed myself into him maximising my ecstasy. As I spasmed and came around him, Yoongi built himself up, sloppily chasing his. I saw his eyes roll back, his lips parting before he abruptly pulled out, his hot cum unleashed on my thighs. Pulling me into his embrace, Yoongi rested on me with staggered breaths. He pressed his lips hard on mine, then on my temple, out of affection and gratitude. This was as good for me as it was for him.

When I had almost completely forgotten our unwelcomed visitors, Jungkook broke the tense silence between the two again.

"And you know how much I hate sharing."

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Of course this was too good to be true.

When Jungkook kissed her at the ball last week, Hanna was over the moon. But her dream come true was short lived when he said her best friend's name instead, followed swiftly with a slap to his face.

"What the hell?" Hanna mustered, trying hard to stop her voice from shaking.

It was like looking into a mirror. The maknae's face was equally horrified. Eyes wide, pupils dilated, jaw dropped. He was clearly as lost as she was.

What can you even say after something like that?

So Hanna did what any self respecting person would. She got up and left. Well, at least she tried to.

"Hanna!" The BTS member said, as he finally found the words.

"Oh, so you do know my name." She hissed, unamused. "You know.. I mean, maybe I was just imagining things.. but I really thought there was something between us. And that you were genuinely nice, but I guess I should have known. All you wanted, was to get into Y/N's pants."

"What?! No-" Jungkook's voice shrill from the offense he took.

"Well, it's either that or you were imagining her while we were making out. And that's also pretty fucked up."

"Hanna, I'm so sorry.." managing to reach her before she got too far, Jungkook took one of her hands in his, as he said, "it just slipped."

"Well thank you," Hanna replied as sarcastically as possible, her voice dripping with condescension. "Thank you for reminding me exactly why I don't do these things.. one night stands.. What a joke! Imagine how much worse I would have felt if I had actually slept with you."

Hanna knew that her idol must have felt terrible. She knew he didn't mean it. But she wasn't going to make excuses for him, it wasn't her job. She wasn't one of those fans that believed BTS could do no wrong.

She may have been one of them before, but after getting to know them, and knowing the very human struggles they experienced themselves, she saw how flawed they were. And what Jungkook did to her was a textbook example of it.

Without another word, she flashed a mocking yet melancholic smile, going home defeated and ashamed.

"What even happened with you at the ball?" Y/N's eyebrows were crunched together,  genuinely worried as she asked. Hanna had never elaborated on her Jungkook escapade, despite the numerous times Y/N had asked, and her friend was getting concerned. "I feel like I didn't see you at all."

The night Y/N finally gave Namjoon a piece of her mind, every member but Jungkook was there to witness the showdown. She had asked Hanna earlier if she had anything to do about that, and Hanna categorically denied.

"He said your name." She mumbled, finally admitting her secret.

"What? Like in bed?!" Y/N nearly choked on her bag of potato chips. The idea of them having sex was outrageous, let alone the piece of information she had just dropped.

"No! We didn't.. you know.." she paused to let her roommate fill in the blanks. Hanna was squirming on the inside, this was terrifyingly difficult for her to discuss. "We didn't get that far. But if he didn't let slip that he was fantasising about you.. we probably would have."

"I'm sorry, can you just back up for a moment?!" It was so much to take in in one sitting. "First of all, what do you mean you 'probably would have'? Second, what did you do? And lastly, how would you even know if he was fantasising about me?!"

"Forget it okay? It was a mistake anyways." Hanna lamented, releasing a disheartened breath. "I mean why else would he say your name, while he was making out with me, Y/N?"

Echoing Hanna's sigh, Y/N simply said, "I'm sorry."

"No, it's really alright. Not exactly your fault." Hanna pushed a stray strand of hair behind her right ear. It didn't really bother her, but keeping her hands busy felt like it helped alleviate the tension. "If he's into you, he is, there's not much I can do about it."

Y/N hated seeing her friend like this, so she blurted out the first comforting thing she could think of. "N-nothing will happen between me and him, you know that?"

But despite the genuine tone in her voice, and the fact that she knew Y/N would never lie to her, Hanna had a feeling that this wasn't going to be the case at all.

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Thank you all for your patience and for continuing to read my work! I love all your supportive comments and reactions. I'm really sorry for the slow updates :( my OCD and anxiety doesn't help with my perfectionism! And of course, there may be some mistakes here, so I sincerely apologise beforehand.