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Chapter 34 - Pathetic 🔥

For the first time since they started drinking, there was a silence that felt heavy. Although only seconds had passed without a word, it felt excruciatingly long. Hanna refused to look up and fixated on her fingers wrapped tightly around the small glassware. Jungkook had done what Jimin had asked: made sure Hanna was having a good time tonight. The alcohol and game they played had allowed inhibitions to be lowered. But much like when they first met, the realisation that she was alone, drinking with her favourite idol sank in.

"..did you want to change that?"

"What?" Hanna retorted, as abruptly as Jungkook had broken the silence.

Jungkook faced the girl, the nervousness clear as he looked past her. "You never having a one night stand."

Hanna didn't even have time to process what she just heard, because when she turned to look at Jungkook, he was already leaning in to kiss her. Their lips touched and Hanna drank him up like she had been deprived of him. The sculpted man stood up from his stool and moved closer into Hanna, his hands exploring her curves and grabbing a fistful of her hair. His dominance turned her on and she bit his lips in response. His moan told her he liked it. So she did it again, but harder. Effortlessly, he lifted her up and put her on the bar, knocking the shot Hanna poured just moments earlier. The tequila on both their skin as she wrapped her legs around him.

Hanna could hear them yearn for one another, and in between the ecstasy, she couldn't believe she was kissing Jungkook. She roughly ran her fingers along the muscles under his shirt and appreciated all he had to offer. The kiss deepened as they needed more and more. Showing just how desperate and animalistic they were, Hanna hastily ripped Jungkook's shirt wide open, buttons flying in all direction, while he pushed against her.

Pulling away, the maknae left open mouth kisses on Hanna's neck, before looking up and planting a peck on her forehead. He let their noses touch as their breaths mingled in the warm atmosphere between them, savouring the tension.

"Y/N.." Jungkook unintentionally and incorrectly let out.

Almost instantaneously, a swift slap landed on the golden maknae's cheek.

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I still wasn't sure if I was doing the right thing.

Thanking my ride-share driver for dropping me off, I stepped out into the night and looked up at the apartment I knew so well. Yoongi thought it was best for me to go alone. He didn't want to provoke any of the other members by coming back home with me.

Which brings me to where I am now.

My phone had been going off all night with messages and missed calls. The one I felt worst about was leaving the party without letting Tae know, disappearing into the night. When I messaged him to apologise, he said he was already on his way home.

To be honest, I didn't come here to meet my ball date. To be even more honest, I didn't know what I was trying to achieve.

"Come home with me."

Namjoon's words rang in my head.

I knew he and Jihye would be here. I didn't know if I was here to stop them, or just to see if the rapper actually went through with it.

Reaching the door I rang the door bell, like I've done so many times before. Tae greeted me long before the chimes finished its chorus.

His smile was genuine but pained.

"Hey," he gestured me in, grinning as he did. "Did you want a drink?"

I meekly shook my head, unsure of how to behave around him.