Chapter 30 part 4

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((( Hello, this is a short chapter, but I hope you enjoy it anyway. If my baby let me.. I'll put another chapter tonight or tomorrow, take care.)))😉






-Me: Are you for real? This again? How dare you kiss me after you kissed that bitch.

-Christian: I didn't kiss her for God's sake.

*He screams in my face, my expression changes to a sad one and he notice this. To this his expression changes to an apologetic one.

-Christian: I'm sorry I didn't mean-

-Me: Yeah Yeah, you didn't mean to scream, as I said before.. you can scream at me, talk badly to me, you even treat me badly once, but with them you can't.. you won't.

*I say with a sad tone.

-Me: We can't keep doing this, I can't keep going like this.. this situation is stressful and it also makes me unhappy. Is this how we are gonna live from now on? I don't wanna raise my son in this kind of life, fighting with his father everyday, everytime, every minute and every second. It's not healthy.

I can't live with someone who doesn't stand the sight of me,  we can't keep doing this. Especially not in front of my son. Can't we at least try to have a civilized life? Treat each other with respect? Talk like normal people? So we can at least live in peace, so my son can live a some what happy life.

It's for him, not for me and neither you.
We can't be or have more than that because to much has happend between us. But we can at least try to live in peace for our son.

*I look at him with sadness clearly in my eyes, he is still looking apologetic at me.

-Christian: I'm sorry, I got frustrated but that doesn't mean that I have to take my frustration on you. Please let me show you how sorry I am, how I regret everything that I did and said to you. I'll do my best to prove it to you.

We can live a normal and happy life if you want, I will control myself, I won't scream to you or speak bad to you, I won't disrespect you, I will treat you right, I will win you over.. just like I did at the beginning. I want us to be together as a couple because after everything that happend I still love you darling.

*He says with remorse as he start to caress my face with his fingers. My legs started to shake because I was enjoying the touch, his touch that I craved and missed.

-Me: I don't know about that.

*I say stepping away from him.

-Me: For now, can't we just have a civilized life and treat each other with respect?

-Christian: Yes, of course we can. But know that whenever you want.. we can have and be more than that.

*He say in a seductive way, with a husky voice. Curse you Christian.. Curse you because you are making this to difficult for me. I have to be strong, I can't give up.. only if he shows me that he is truly sorry, only then will I think about giving him a chance.

-Me: It's to soon for that, I'm sorry.. I can't. My heart is still hurting.

-Christian: I understand darling, but I will show you that I am the same old Christian that you met and fell in love with.

*He say sad, but I can see hope in his eyes. I just smile shyly and walk away.

 I just smile shyly and walk away

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