Decadence Hackneyed

P: Promise Kept

Is it actually okay not to hold you? 

Is it fine that I love you?

What's confusing me is that how am I able to live like this?

How am I thinking this through? 

There have been cases of people loving 

And walking away (which is fine) 

But at the same time

My affection for you, (as you know it), is not blind 

So I sit here with the thoughts in mind 

I know that I can never be yours again

And this is one of those cases 

That never means never

Never again will we be the same 

But actually 

This is anew

What you are to me 

Someone I cherish 

In my heart 

How can I live knowing 

That I can't have you 

It's complicated

But I know

That it's part of the life I have 

You will always be there

When and if I need you 

Thank you

For everything 

And don't worry

You will never lose me

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October 8, 2014