Afraid to love (sam wilkinson)

Chapter 24

"Do you want to be my girlfriend?" He asked

"Jack.." I said surprised "I know, I know it's just that I can't stop thinking about you. I want to get to know you better, hang out with you, laugh together, hug you, and kiss those lips I can't get you out of my head, I like you a lot Maya please give me a chance"

I thought about it for some time "okay, yes I want to be your girlfriend" I smiled at him he looked so happy and he hugged me so tight "thank you I love you" he said as he kissed my lips and I kissed him back we kept kissing and we pulled apart

"Still hungry, so we should go back and eat" I asked he nodded and took my hand and locked our fingers together and walked to the cafeteria again we were walking and we saw Sam he saw us and looked at our hands and seemed upset he started walking over to us "why are you guys holding hands" jack smiled and said "I finally asked her to be mine and she said yes bro" Sam looked over at me "is that true Maya?" He asked me annoyed

I nodded my head and Sam spoke up again "What about our kiss last night!" He yelled and Jack looked confused "Hold up, that kiss you said meant nothing so why are you even fucking asking me when clearly you said it was just for fun" I felt as if I was going to tear up again "you obviously did feel something though" I looked at him upset "so what if I did feel something Sam, the thing is you! You didn't feel anything so it doesn't matter" I felt a tear fall of my cheek he looked at me "what if I told you I did feel something.." I rolled my eyes

"Oh come on sam you're just saying that now because I'm with Jack" I looked at jack "let's go jack" I said and took his hand "no Maya!" I turned around "I did feel something..it's just this is all different I'm not use to talking to the same girl I usually just fuck them and stop talking to them"

"Sam, whatever" I rolled my eyes at him "I know you want me as much as I want you" he said quietly and weakly I ignored him and walked with jack we were on our way to the cafeteria I and jack asked me "Did you really kiss him? Do you really have a thing for him" he seemed hurt "no jack, he's a jerk" he nodded his head a placed his lips on mine

*After School*

I went to my locker to put everything away and walked to the parking lot to find my car and drive home I found my car and unlocked it when I felt hands on my waist I thought It was jack so I gabbed the hands and said "hey jack" I turned around and saw it was

Sam.

"Sam..what are you doing? what do you want" I pulled away he looked down at me "I want you" I rolled my eyes "you know that will never happen our kisses doesn't mean anything remember?"

"But it does" he said and started leaning in closer to me "no sam get away, I have a boyfriend now" Sam rolled his eyes and said "but you don't like him, you like me"

"I do think he is very sexy and a great kisser" I smirked "I'm better than him though and you know that's true" I looked at him and thought of what to say he was right I didn't like Jack even though he was a great kisser and had good looks I like Sam not Jack "but I'm with jack" I pulled away again

"Let's go over to your house" he smiled "n-no" he was annoyed "why not your boyfriend doesn't have to know" aren't they friends what kind of friend is Sam.. "No it's not because of jack it's because of my mom she has day off and we're spending the day together"

"I can go" he smiled "no sam" he grew a smile "this can work as to getting to know us better and become great friends"

"I don't know.."

"Oh come on I'm so much fun" he winked

"Alright fine" he got in the passenger seat and I began driving to my house

"Nice house" Sam said "thanks" I smiled at him I walked over to my door and unlocked the door and saw Sam and he looked so nervous, it was cute "aw how cute is sammy nervous?" I laughed "no why would I be" he licked his lips and I shrugged and opened to door for the both to walk in

I saw my Mom in the kitchen making food that seemed delicious "hey mama, what are you making that smells so good?" She laughed and said "pasta" yum one of my favorites she saw that we had a guest "and who is this cute and handsome boy? Your boyfriend?" I turned to sam who was blushing and smiling "thank you ma'am"

"No mom, it's a um..friend, I do have a boyfriend though" my mom looked surprised "honey well why didn't you bring your boyfriend? You're going to have to pick one" I started blushing and heard sam say "you do have to pick one of the two" I rolled my eyes

We had Dinner, went to see a movie, and went shopping we came back and me and sam were up in my room

"I had lots of fun today" he said and started leaning in I got nervous and he stopped and turned to the door and locked it "why are you locking it.." I said

quietly and he came closer to me again "to do this" he began kissing my lips and sucking my neck "sam..I cant do this.." He took of his shirt and pulled me to the bed I grabbed his waist and pulled him closer to me

He took of my shirt and began kissing me around my neck I pulled away and put my shirt back on "Sam.." He looked at me and said "sorry.."

"I really needed to do that I've even waiting all day"

"You should go now sam" I said and he nodded he put back his shirt and said goodbye and walked out