I Don't Think You'll Ever Wanna Love Me

Chapter Thirteen

Rae's Point of View

I leaned against the door with my knees cuddled up, crying. That nightmare was the worst. "Rae? Rae! Let me in!" It was Vic. "Let me inside your room!" He yelled knocking on the door. I covered my ears. I still had a big headache. And I kept on crying. I couldn't stop having nightmares about my parents. And it was worse, cause in my dream, I saw them both die. I never watched someone die. I never wanted them to die. "Rae!" He shouted. The door was locked. I looked up at the door knob. His knocking became so silent to me.

"Rae please let me in, I'm not gonna stop!" He kept knocking. I got up slowly. Once I went to get the door knob I started crying again. I cry so much, I swear, I'm the most dramatic person ever. "RAE! OPEN THE DOOR!" He started kicking at it when I unlcoked it. He must've heard because he opened the door and ran and gave me a hug. "I'm o-o-o-okayyy..." I cried into his shoulder. "No you're not." He spoke into my ear. "Y-y-y-es I am!" I pushed him off. "I'm fine!" I told him. "Why does this keep happening?" He asked. I stopped and wiped my eyes. "What." "These nightmares! What are they even about. Maybe if you talk to me then it'll help." He sat on my bed. I sat next to him. "I keep seeing my parents getting killed and stuff. That's all." I told him. "It's fine." 

"It's not fine, because you were just crying." I fell back on the bed. "It's complicated." I saw him fall back. "Look at me." i turned and blinked slowly. "Hm?" "I love you." I nodded. 'I love you too. Thanks Vic." I kissed him slowly and smiled. "You always make me feel better." My eyes were stinging really bad. I would so much rather talk to Tony about this. I don't know why. "Vic!" I heard a familiar voice. We both got up and heard Kellin. "Hey dude, what's up?" He smiled. "Nothing, just wanted to chill!" He laughed. He stopped and looked at me. "Are you okay?" He asked me. I nodded. "Fine." My eyes felt so tired. But I just slept so late. And it was already 8 at night. 

"So dude, we're going on Warped Tour next year!" Kellin gave us good news. I turned and replied, "Are you really? I love Warped Tour!" I told him. He smiled and replied. "Yeah, maybe their band can get on too." Vic shrugged. "Maybe. We already have a bunch of songs and everything." But imagine Vic leaving me for almost 3 months? "I think that'd be cool." I smiled at him. He turned back to me. "Then who would you be with for that long? That's crazy." I shrugged. "As long as you go." "I did hear they're looking for another band. Call tomorrow dude!" Kellin told him. I didn't want him to leave...