I have something to confess.
I admit, that.
sometimes. I.
H A T E.
You for lying to me.
But I admit,
I
L O V E.
You.
For making me feel wonderful inside.
I admit,
That.
Its hard to decide,
Which side is stronger.
The H A T E.
Or the L O V E.
I might not know which one but,
I wanna say.
I love you for asking me out.
I hate you for checking out other girls.
I love you for showering me with kisses & hugs.
I hate you for lying, backstabbing me behind my back.
I love you for being in love with me, despite my not 'queen material' attributes & even if it WAS one day.
I hate you for, breaking me, over & over again like I'm some kind of toy that you can just play with then break.
I just love you a lot. More than words can say with just a simple, 'I love you.' I love you more than that. Really.
But I also hate you. Hate you for making me cry. I know what you've been doing without me there. I hate you & your stupidity.
Through out thick & thin though, you tried to comfort me. Acting like you really was in love with me when you weren't.
If only I could rip your throat, you'd be mine. And only mine.
Thats how I much I love you,
Then the other percent, is how much I really loathe you.
I admit all of this is true.
I won't deny it any longer.
I should of just let you go.
But, maybe it was because I was scared to be alone. So I kept you caged in my arms. Never letting you go anywhere without me.
The tear I overflow is always by same
My Heart isn't accustomed to the pain.
I'll tear your throat right now and
make everything only mine...
Rip=Release - Luka Meguirine
