bts angst

kim namjoon ;; one night stand

The laptop's light illuminated on my glasses reflection as I was reading over my essay that I had to turn in this week for my university class when I heard my phone notification go off.

I sighed and turned on my phone to see one message.

1 NEW MESSAGE FROM
NAYEON

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Nayeon
Has Namjoon talked to you recently or anything?

Me
No not really?? The last time we talked was a week or two, he's really busy with his tour going on at the moment and all, why?

Nayeon
Girl you really might want to check the news surrounding him at the moment...

Me
Why? Does it have to do with paparazzi again?

Nayeon
You might want to check it out yourself...

I frowned in confusion at her text and closed my phone. I turn my attention back to my laptop in front of me.

I quickly moved the mouse over to google and waited as it loaded. When it finally popped up, i hastily typed in

'Kim Namjoon'

My insides were flipping out due to how anxious and nervous I was becoming. I hope nothing bad happened to him.

I clicked on news and my mouth hung wide open at the number of articles surrounding Namjoon,

more specifically what they were claiming.

My fingers were shaking as I clicked on one of the articles to find out more information about the situation.

I held back my tears and tried to ignore the lump in my throat as I read the article.

BTS LEADER, KIM NAMJOON CAUGHT LEAVING WITH MYSTERIOUS GIRL OUT OF A HOTEL?

This morning, rapper and leader of kpop boy group, bts, Kim Namjoon was caught leaving a hotel with a mysterious girl.

It is speculated that they had a one night stand, the hotel owner said Namjoon was supposedly "drunk" when they checked in.

Hickeys were spotted all over both lovers as they headed out the hotel this morning, which confirmed our speculations.

Namjoon's arms were around the girl's waist as the left the hotel, he and the girl hopped in his car and drove away.

After I finished reading the article I could feel my tears finally being released. I could feel my knuckles turning white due to how hard I was clenching my fist.

My heart being torn apart was an understatement.

I felt so many feelings at the same, I thought i was going to go insane. Betrayal, anger, sadness, empty, embarrassed, and more were filling inside me all at once.

I hurriedly got up and angrily trashed my unfinished latte in the trash can before storming out the cafe, earning stares from strangers passing by.

When I arrived home, I went straight to my room and let everything out. I kicked and punched the walls, broke pictures, and kicked furniture.

I felt my chest heaving as I struggled to control my breathing. My head turned to my closet that was open. The first thing I saw was the oversized hoodie Namjoon let me keep since I always wore it.

I slowly walked to the closet and snatched the hoodie from it. As much I wanted to cut it up and burn it. My hands trembled and I just stood there and stared at it. I could still smell him on it.

And like that, it was like all my anger had left my body and I only felt broken. I completely broke down and it felt like I would never get over this feeling.

I walked over to my bed and collapsed on it, still clenching onto Namjoon's hoodie in my hands. Memories of us flooded my mind and I felt myself tearing apart.

why.

A/n

Hi this was a requested story like I said in the beginning so if any of y'all have requests then I'll be happy to take them!

Just keep in my mind that it might take a day or two since I'm getting extremely busy lately, but I'm trying my best! ;)

THERE WILL BE A PART TWO!! I just don't like to make each story too long so that's why I split them up a lot