Not What it Seems | BTS x Reader | Reverse Harem

Chapter 28 - Out of Your Flipping Mind

"JIMIN YOU PIECE OF—" aiming my shoe at his head, my Timberland's hit the door with a heavy thud. I had missed Jimin entirely. The man succeeded in his escape, leaving me with a dent in my apartment door.

"Oppa! What's with all the racket?!" The frazzled looking girl peeped out of the kitchen, slightly annoyed at the ruckus. When I saw her face, I could tell that she was oblivious to Jimin's disappearance. She clearly didn't expect me to come home to this, or come home at all.

"You have a lot of fucking explaining to do," I sighed deeply. "I don't even know if I want to hear it."

"It's not what it seems like Y/N!" Hanna looked like she was in distress, her eyes spelled out uncertainty and her uneasiness.

"You keep saying that, but I haven't found a reason to believe you yet!" If I wasn't yelling at Jimin before, I was definitely doing it right now. My throat was starting to feel the strain.

She's unbelievable. First she's caught in a scandal with Jimin, and now she's going to the ball with him?

She was rubbing it in my face I knew it. And as much as I wanted to not let it affect me, it did. It was eating me away on the inside.

"Maybe, because I'm your friend?" She challenged. "Or the fact that I'd never do anything to hurt you?! I can't believe how little you think of me.."

"You can't believe me?! Well, I can't believe you! If you really didn't want to hurt me, you should have thought of that before you went ahead and slept with Jimin." I laced every syllables with poison, everyone word like an weapon.

"This again?" Wiping her face before  responding further, she was as over this conversation as I was. "I already freaking told you.. nothing happened!"

"Yeah, and we never landed on the moon." Sarcasm was my only line of defence left. I didn't know who I could trust anymore, my good friend was now a stranger, the person I found my comfort in had betrayed me, and Jimin sunbae.. is someone I will never be able to fully trust with my heart. From the moment I first met him, I always had to second guess myself and his actions, but now with him and Hanna being.. whatever it is they're doing.. I knew I had every reason to.

I scrambled at my bag, sprawled ceremoniously on the floor and turned around without a word.

"Aww.. come on. Where are you gonna go?!" Without turning around, I knew she was now closer than she was mere moments ago.

"Away from here, away from you." I spat. "I get enough of this bullshit from the boys, I certainly don't need it from you too."

"Oh for crying out loud.."

"Bye Hanna, hope you have a good life.." I had one foot out the door ready to leave her and her bullshit behind. My destination was unclear, but I had my solid determination egging me on.

"THE ONE I LIKE IS JUNGKOOK!"

And just like that, the weight pressing down on my shoulders and heart was lifted up, ever so slightly, but enough to make a difference.

"—What?"

"There I've said it," she continued her voice two whole octaves lower and quieter than it was before. "Don't make me repeat it, it's so embarassing.."

"What are you talking about?" I had now turned around, looking at a defeated Hanna on the couch. "If that's the case.. then why have you been spending so much time with Jimin sunbae?"

"The night the paparazzi caught me.. he had been a good friend." She painfully recounted. "I found out that Jungkook had feelings for someone else, and I had honestly no chance.. and well, Jimin oppa has been helping me since."