Promise

Chapter 27

Luke left to hangout with Calum and hour later. I was happy that he still had some guy friends to hang with because of the whole Ashton fall through.

For the hour we didn't really do anything. We sat on the downstairs couch, watched Clueless, and snuggled. It was nothing, but that nothing meant the world to me.

It kills me to see Luke wanting to die. To see him hating his life. Because if you ever met him, he is the most sweetest, kindest, innocent, beautiful boy in the world. He will listen to you, try in all ways to help you. It's amazing that I was lucky enough to meet a boy like him.

We are only 17, but like he said, fuck that. Luke is who I want to be with. I want to live with him until we grow old. I want to have kids with him, a little boy and girl. The girl would be just like Luke. Blonde wispy hair, bright blue eyes. Luke would love her. He would dress her up in little band tees, and rock out to nirvana with her in the garage.

We would have a little boy too, and he would have my dark curls and a mix of Luke and i's eyes. He would be all quiet and not as loud as his sister, but we would love him with all of our heart.

With Luke, I want to watch our kids grow up, and have there own kids.

And with Luke, I want to do nothing with him, just like today.

I was madly inlove with that blond insecure boy and I could, and would never get out of it.

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(The next night.)

He called me again at 2am.

"Sadie can you please come to michaels house. Please. Fuck please Sadie I need you." As soon as I picked up the phone Luke started sobbing into it.

"Luke, it's okay I'm here. I'm coming. Are you okay?"

"No no no, please just come as soon as possible please.

"Okay, alright." I soothingly say into the phone and try to calm him down. I pick up some old sweats from the floor of my bedroom and slip on one of Lukes sweatshirts he left here.

"Is Michael home?" I slip on my tennis shoes and walk silently down the stairs to my kitchen and get out of my house.

"N-no he's at Alexis's, I'm here alone."

I gulp. Luke alone?

He starts crying again.

"Luke! Luke, please stop crying. Please stay calm I'm coming as fast as I can." I beg into the phone as I turn on the engine of my car and back out of my driveway as fast I can.

"I can't calm down Sadie." He cries.

"I'm going to keep you on the phone alright?" I said, turning into Michael's neighborhood. Thank god it was a short drive.

"Okay...are you close?" He sniffled. I heard rustling on the other side of the line.

"Yes." I said and turn into Michael drive way.

"Luke I'm here, I'm going to hang up."

"Okay."

I run out of my car and knock on Michael's door impatiently. No one answers. I try to open it myself and it's unlocked.

I race inside to find where Luke is.

"Luke?" I yell.

"I'm here." I hear a faint sound.

I race down to the bedroom and I almost fall over because the door is flung open by itself.

A scared, and flustered Luke walks out.

"Sadie." He grabs me and pulls me into him. He stuffs his face in the crook of my neck and sobs.

"I-I love you." He cries and rubs his hands all over my back, touching me in any way possible.

"Luke what happen-"

He grabs my face and kisses me before I can finish my sentence.

"Luke-" I try to push him off. I need to know what happened.

He stops for a second breathing heavily, tears spilling out of his eyes.

"Please Sadie just kiss me I love you." He grabs my face again.

I can't say no.

He kisses me with such force almost knocking me down, but there is a wall to support me so I'm pushed against it. He touches my bum, signaling me to wrap my legs around his waist. I do it, and he carries me into the bedroom.

We both topple onto the bed and he climbs on top of me. He stops kissing me for a second.

"Sadie I love you." He says and I nod.

"I love you."

Out of the corner of my eye I see something on the ground. And my heart stops.

"Luke." I sit up and look at what's on the ground. My heart was beating so fast, and I felt tears beginning to fall.

"Luke what the fuck!" I scream.

He moves off me and starts sobbing again.

"Sadie I'm sorry I was stupid, I wasn't feeling right I-"

I turn to face him. I don't even know what to say.

"Where you going to?" I cried, trying to wipe my tears away but failing miserably.

He looked down, tears still streaming down his face. "Yes." He whispered, shutting his eyes.

On the ground, a bottle of pills lay, popped open, and the pills themselves dispersed around the floor.

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HOLY SHIT WHAT IS LIFE EVEN

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