I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you

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'I don't want to go to sleep badly. Don't want to hurt you. Don't want to loose you. I can't even remember what we fought about. I want to fight but I want to fight for you. I don't want to loose you like this. I don't want to let you go. I want to know where we stand. I want to know where we are going. I want to tell you how I feel. I don't want to keep you out anymore. Because I miss you.'

"Lena just go talk to Jamie."

"What?"

"I can't sleep if you are going to keep tossing and turning. So just go talk to him."

"Sorry. But he's probably sleeping."

"Please I wanna sleep."

"Ok. Sorry."

"I love you but just go."

"Ok."

I got up and went back to our room. I knocked on the door. Jamie opens the door. And he pulls me inside. He closed the door and he pushes me against the wall. 

"I can't loose you. I'll do whatever it takes to get you and your kids safe. You are mine and I have the right to do that."

And he kisses me on the mouth hard and passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he takes them and puts it above my head. He held it with his other hand and he takes my shirt and bra off. And holds my hands again. And he kisses me over my breasts. And sucks hard on them. "Ah..." I start moaning. Then he moves down with his mouth and lets my hands go. And he takes my pants off with my panties. Then he spreads my legs apart and kisses me there. I put my hands on his shoulders and tilt my head back against the wall. "Ah baby.." He gets up and takes me to the bed and he bents me over the bed and I put my hands on the bed. He takes his pants off and puts it inside of me. He slams hard and fast into me, making me moan loudly. 

We were done and we got dressed and he stands in front of me. 

"We should fight more." I giggled.

"Oh you liked that?" he chuckles.

"I'm sorry baby. I know you want me to be safe. But just listen please."

"Ok."

"I don't want to leave. But I know I have no choice. You're right it's not safe here. I will go with you. But if things gets better and I want to come back, then. Just try to understand."

"I do understand. But give it some time. If things get better and you want to come back. Then we can. But for now I just want you and your kids safe and with me."

"Ok."

"I love you and I can't loose you."

"I love you more."

"And I guess we have to get things in order to move to Ohio."

"And get married."

"That and talk to the kids. They are coming back on Wednesday."

"Then we will talk to them."

"Yeah..."

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