I can't decide whether or not I think he's kind. Sometimes he is, but others he reminds me too much of you, and that scares me. Because you scare me, and I don't want to ruin this just because I don't want another situation like we had before.
That was all too messy, we both know that. We're pretending that it's fine now, but neither of us got away completely clean. We'll never be completely clean, I guess.
I hope he's not like you. I don't want another you. I know you're friends, and you love each other, but part of me knows that and wants to jump in anyway. I know it will be complicated and I know you're gonna hate me if I break his heart, but frankly for once, I don't care about what you think.
I'm going with the flow this time, trying to see where it will take me, and it seems for now that that's with him.
Your best friend.
YOU ARE READING
unfinished snippets
RandomLittle things that I think of at random times - more or less an explosion of creativity straight from my brain. Sometimes I have ideas that i can't quite visualize so I put them here. Sometimes it's a snippet of a story I'm workshopping, other times...
