Second Chances

Chapter forty seven confession

                   

Tyler groans and opened his eyes and saw Fabian sitting on his sofa. "Good morning little brother." Fabian said with a smug grin on his face. "What are you doing here" Ty asks stretching sleepily. "I was just wondering if sleeping in the nude is a new habit of yours or were you really hot last night?" Fabian asks laughing. "Do you know the definition of privacy brother?" Ty asks putting on his robe and walking towards the bathroom.

He came back out a few minutes later and Fabian hadn't move. "Don't you have somewhere else to be?" Tyler asks annoyed. "You broke the rule." Fabian said with a wicked smirk. "What rule?" "The no committing fornication under my roof rule." He said imitating his father's voice. "Well since all of you have forbidden me from moving out of this house again, that was bound to happen sooner or later but on the other hand you can't prove that I did." "Oh but I can, I saw a dark skin angel leaving your room early this morning as I was entering mine and I know that those bright marks on your neck and chest aren't mosquito bites."

"Bloody hell, you aren't planning on sharing this information with mom and dad are you?" "Nope, but I thought Christians weren't suppose to do things like that." "We weren't supposed to okay, It wasn't planned, it just happen." Ty mumbles. "I'm just glad you guys finally did it, the sexual tension between the both of you were getting a little over powering." Fabian said walking over to the window.

"I hope you remember to use protection." Fabian said firmly. "Um....well," Ty scratch his head and Fabian swung around and face him." "What? You didn't? Come on bro you know better than that." "I do but it happened so fast the first time that we....." "Whoa wait, the first time; how many times did you do it?" "About three but she doesn't have any disease and she can't get pregnant, so no harm done right?" "You're kidding right?" Fabian asks with his arms cross. "Come on bro give me a break, it's not like I plan this."

"Alright I'll drop it for now, so since you pass your evaluation when do you go back to work?" Fabian asks. "I have a meeting with the chief of staff this morning and if that goes well I should be back at work by Monday." "Aright then drive safely, I'll see you later." Fabian said punching Tyler's shoulder and running from the room before Ty could punch him back.

Janice looks up from her morning Bible reading and saw Ty standing at her door fully dressed and damn did he look divine. "Hi," He said entering her room. "Hi," She said softly as he walks over to her and sat beside her. "Um...about last night...I..." He was about to continues but she put her finger over his lips. "Before you continue there's something I need to say." "Why don't I like the sound of that?" He asks in a worried tone.

"Last night you told me you love me." She began. "I did and I do." "I love you too Ty but as much as I do, I have to let you go." She said as tears ran down her cheeks. "What do you mean by that?" "I don't consider myself a selfish person Ty but last night I was been selfish because it was more about what I need and not what you need and I'm sorry." "I don't understand." He said in a sad tone. "Ty I know how desperately you want a child and I can't give you one, so I'm not going to stand in the way of you being with someone who can give you a family."

"You can't be serious; you're not really thinking of walking away from me after what we shared, are you?" "It would be selfish of me to stand in the way of you been a father." "But last night....I...thought that we could be together, a new beginning." "I've always fantasized about what it would feel like to be with you and last night was beyond anything I could ever have imagined." She said walking over to her window.

"It was the most wonderful experience I've ever had with a man and I'm glad that man was you, but we both know that a relationship based on physical attraction alone can't last." Without saying a word Ty snorts, got up and turn to leave but she stops him by grabbing his hand. "You've to know how hard this is for me, the fact that I can't give you children is ripping me to shreds; Ty I would love nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with you but I can't give you what you need." She cried wiping her eyes.