Lost Memories (Taehyung x Jennie) [The Final Book]

◆ Twenty - One ◆

AN:

"And maybe as of the end...

I will learn how to be strong alone."

- Diamond Faith

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- Jennie

After eating late dinner...
Our members forced us to take a rest.

But of course...
We didn't sleep in time...
It's late anyway, so why bother sleeping in time?

"So, is that the onlu memory you have retained earlier?"
           Devastatedly, I asked.

He nodded while fixing his bed...
While me...sitting on my bed.

"You're not going to sleep beside me...arw you?"

Even though I wanted him beside me...
I shook my head and threw all of the thoughts that probably will hit me and hurt me.

"Well...I don't want to expect."

Yeah...
Don't expect.
It's only the best thing as of now.

Suddenly...

"Do...I sleep beside you every night?"
            He asked scrathing his eyes a bit.
So cute.

I nodded in response but I don't want to expect...

"Good night, Tae."
           As he looked at me, I smiled and turned my back and lied on my bed.

I was kying sideways, facing the wall, avoiding his direction.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath but as I did....

"You're so warm."
           A husky mature voice spoke behind me. And a hand that traveled from my wasut to my tummy.

My eyes went wide...
Shocked filled inside me...
Yet...as I composed myself...
I can feel my heart rising its beat.

"My head is aching, Jendeukie."
          He leaned his head to my back but I got worried.

"Just relax."
          I immediately faced him and cupped his face.

His eyes are teary yet closed.

I looked at him...
And as seconds have passed...
He started clenching his fist behind my back. His hug is tightening also.

"Agrr."
      He groaned and he crouched, still, he's not releasing his hug.

"Tae."
         I called, trying to push him so I could massage his head.

But he kept leaning on my neck.

"Mmrr."
         He groaned once again.

"Listen to me. Just let it. Don't..."
          I know what's happening to him.
I have experienced these things, right? So I can help him. But as I spoke...he cutted me by saying...

"I almost cheated on you..."
         Shock filled me once again.

"But you still gave me a chance and that's the time....agrr."
        He groaned even more.

"Don't force yourself."
        I sat up and hugged him as he lied on my lap.

"The vows...the vows on the hill...I can remember every word."
          After that, he stopped clenching his fist, but he's catching his breath.