Then I Quit [BL]

Christmas Party

"And you didn't think about using a new one?" I feel my stomach as we are on our way to the party at the Turners.

"Well, I used a condom like how you wanted and I went raw like how I wanted," his eyebrows twitch annoying especially with his satisfied smirk.

"If I could get pregnant, I would help you turn the wheel so that both of us die," I pull my hand from his and turn away to the side window.

"But you can't so it's alright," he touches my elbow which I jolt away. "Come on, you're not serious are you?"

I really cannot express how angry I am at him. It is not that I could get pregnant or not, but that he doesn't feel sorry for doing things his way without having me even acknowledge what was going behind my back, literally!

When we are a block away from Freddie's house, he parks the car on the side of the road.

He moves to my side and asks, "What's wrong?"

His body hovers above me but I really don't feel like talking to him.

"I don't know if you don't tell me properly!"

"Exactly!" I turn to see if he is still not sorry. He is but not for the one I want.

"Are you still mad that I didn't tell you the condom broke and not wearing a new one?"

I take in a deep breath and try to make my face as neutral as possible, "Yes, I am still very angry about that."

"Why? We're both guys?"

"But that's not the problem, Ralph," I am still trying to not shout.

"Then what is the problem?!" He shouts. This boy.

"Don't shout at me," I make a stern face.

He softens his voice and apologizes, "I'm sorry for shouting...now may you tell me what's making you very angry with me?"

"I am mad that you didn't feel the need to tell me that the condom broke or change for a new one," I push him back to his seat since he was hovering above me.

He sits there and think about it for a good 5 minutes and apologizes, "I'm sorry that I didn't feel the need to tell you especially when it involves you too."

"Will it happen again?" My eyes narrow into his green ones.

"Never," he shakes his head obediently.

My lips smile on their own and when he notices them, he smiles too-genuinely.

I allow him to kiss my temple and hold my hand as we drive the last block to Freddie's house. The big one. The one Mr Fredrick Glenn Turner III lives in.

When we get there, both Dr Vang's are getting out of their little trolleys while greeting us from afar.

"They're Dr Vang's. I know the Turners are billionaires, but I didn't know they invite pseudo scientists," he laughs.

"They're pseudo scientists?"

"Yeah. They claimed to have remove the Y chromosome and can produce boys artificially with two X chromosomes since it's more efficient."

"But they did," I am confused, "I am a product of their research."

He looks dumbfounded, "You are?"

"Yes. Gray gave birth to me. I started out with a Y chromosome, but it developed into a X as I grew up."

"He did...You were..." Ralph looks straight forward, parks, and then goes out like a paranoid freak.

He walks over to my side and opens the door, "Come on. I'm sure everyone is waiting for us."

I go out. Ralph throws his keys to a nearby butler to drive his car away. Then I realize all the cars.

"How many people do you think are here?" I ask rhetorically.

"Maybe 50? It's a small party," he shrugs his broad shoulders and I decide that we have different definitions for small.

"Hi Gabe!" Carly greets me at the door with her now cousin Ellie, "Who's the handsome man you're with?"

"I'm his fiancé," he pulls out a hand for her to shake, "I'm Raphileo deSillisa. Nice to meet you."

Ellie's eyelashes lower a little and so she must be disappointed, but she still shakes Ralph's hand like Carly.

Then we all walk into the warm house and all I notice is how extra can Dan be? It's like he own Pinterest or something. He probably does.

I hold onto Ralph's hand as we go to meet our parents in the dining room.

Ray points to something on my adam's apple. I touch it with a hand and feel nothing. She comes to us and punches her little brother, "I'm done with this shit bag. Gabe, come with me to the bathroom."

"Okay?" I let go of Ralph's hand and go into the bathroom upstairs.

"So did you guys finally did it? It's almost a month," she pulls out a container of foundation and a highlighter stick. "Luckily your skin tone is my highlighter."

I look at the sets of mirrors on the wall and curse Ralph, "What is he thinking?"

"Anyway, did you use a condom? Gray and Dan and some other couples are all talking about it this afternoon," she strokes my throat with the stick and blends it with a spongy tear drop.

"It broke and he continued on without telling me," I don't really want to tell people about my sex life but Ralph needs to be yelled at more.

"That son of a bitch! And you're okay with that?" She put some more of her highlighter stuff and blends some more.

"It took him a while to get it, but he apologizes at the end," I shrug my shoulders.

"If I was you I would've kill-What the fuck?" She pulls my shirt to reveal my shoulder, "That shit really...hm, never mind. I don't care if you don't."

Well, it's not that I don't care, it's more like I don't know if I should care. As long as it doesn't show-and his body have my marks all over as well.

"All done!" She smiles happily, "If Ralph would only do his job, I could become a beauty artist, but nooo he have to build his own company."

"Oh," I really don't want to involve myself into this company affair thing, but simply indicating that I care about her feelings.

"Dad's so happy that Ralph is engaged to the son of his favorite..."

Glenn pushes through the bathroom door and passes us to the toilet. He begins vomiting like a person with morning sickness.

So...I too am shook. Well, thank you for reading!!