Thrust Me Harder

32nd Blow

Author's Note: I kept on missing to post an update. 😩 Usually after working hours, I literally jump on the bed and sleep. Nadadrain yung energy ko sa totoo lang.

Anyways, six months nang ganito but I wonder kung bakit hindi pa rin ako nasasanay. 🥴

Thrust Me Harder song of the day: Darling by Dong Youngbae a.k.a Taeyang of BIGBANG

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Naipalo ko sa noo ko yung sketch pad ko when I feel my frustrations rising up. I've been spending my entire day thinking of a design to submit to my professor but up until now, I still haven't drawn any. Kahit nga figures sa isip ko, hindi pumapasok.

What's happening with me? Ngayon lang ako nablangko ng ganito.

Inilapag ko ang sketch pad ko sa tabi ko at isinandal ang katawan ko sa punong nasa likuran ko. My head is starting to throb as I pressure myself to come up with a plan. I closed my eyes as I relax myself.

As the strong wind blows, I opened my eyes and placed my hands on my sketch pad. A man standing from a far while holding a camera was the first thing I saw. Blinking a few times to confirm whether what I'm seeing is real, he lifted his camera in front of him then I heard a shutter sound.

Did he just took a photo of me?

"Hello,"

"Hi," I simply answered back. I'm not really fond of talking to strangers.

"I took a photo of you."

"I know."

Napakamot siya sa batok niya, "I hope you didn't mind."

"I don't. After all, you've took the photo already. Wala naman na akong magagawa 'di ba?"

I thought he would be offended with my tone but surprisingly, he smiled at me. "You don't know me, right?"

Napakunot ang noo ko sa tanong niya. Is he an important person? Do I have to know him? Mukha namang hindi siya kasama sa department namin.

"Are you a part of the architecture department? Hindi ka kasi pamilyar sa akin."

He walked close to me and sat in front of me, "I'm not. I'm from the Business Management Department. I major in Marketing."

"Ah," I'm not really interested in knowing anyone in this university. After all, I don't have enough time to mingle with others. Being a scholar, most of my time is spent in studying. I also have a part-time job after school hours making it impossible for me to mingle with others.

He offered his hands to me while showing a wide smile on his lips, "I'm Tanner. Gabrielle Tanner Delabreaux."

I was captivated by his smile. Unknowingly, I already accepted his hands.

"Dee. Deeleyna Symciamquio."

I opened my eyes when my eyes started to water. Laging nakatatak sa isipan ko ang alaala ng unang beses naming pagkikita. I thought, I could only dream about him. Akala ko noon, sa alaala ko na lang siya makakasama.

But here I am right now, lying on his back as he walked back to my unit. That's when I realized that I'm not wearing my shoes anymore and that something is tied on my waist. I looked at it and found out that it was his dress shirt.