One Shots

Human

"I can take so much 'til I've had enough, 'cause I'm only human."

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Why do they keep on asking me about Marco? Isn't it obvious that the bond we made inside the PBB was already tainted? Like, he did something that 'cause me too much pain? And then, there are some people acting like they knew me or they knew what happened?

They said, someone inside told them what really happened. What did really happened? That my parents wanted Edward for me? No. Of, course not. Why would my parents wanted someone who can't even stand on his own for me?

I am no saint. I get hurt, I get angry, I get confused all the time. I am allowed to feel this emotions because I am human too. I got betrayed, but did you ever heard me tell something bad about them? No, because I still value the bond we had. But, do they?

I gave everything to them. I gave up my own happiness. I gave up the opportunity given to me because I knew they needed it, she needed it. But, what I've got in returned? Bashing? Blind items? Can't I have atleast a peace of mind? They can't give me that 'no? Like, utang na loob ko pa sa kanila na kasama ako sa movie nila?

I've got enough. I've been through so much that I can't take it anymore. I stayed silent because I was silently hoping they will speak in behalf of me, or even defend me. But, no. They did not. They even add fuel to the fire; the fire that slowly burning me inside. What have I done to them? I only did what I was supposed to do... to make them look good even if I looked like a mistress to their loveteam, to their lives.

"'Yung kilay mo, nakakunot nanaman." Ani Tony sabay masahe sa noo ko. "Magkawrinkles ka agad niyan."

Gusto kong tumawa pero hindi ko na magawa. Sobrang bigat na ng puso ko. I'm gonna explode in no time.

Tony pulled me closer to hug me. I don't know why he's doing this but I'm thankful he did because this is what I needed the most.

"If you need a support system, I'll be two steps behind you. Remember that." He said while hugging me.

I hugged him back. "I'm allowed to broke down, right?"

He caressed my back. "Of course you are. You are entitled on your emotions."

I felt my tears falling. I felt my heart tearing into pieces. I felt my world has been shaken.

"Cry it all out, Kisses." Tony said. "I know you've had enough.. but 'lemme tell you this," He slightly pushed me and made me looked at him. "You've been through so much, but looked at you now.. standing here and making me believe in you. This, all of this are just challenges for you to be stronger. As I've told you, I can be your support system. If you needed someone to talk to, I'm always available. No matter how late it is, no matter how far the distance we've got. You got this, okay? We got this. You understand me?"

I nodded but I can't stop myself from crying. Tony kept on wiping my tears.

"You're a one brave woman, baby. I believe in you, so please, always believe in yourself." Tony said and pulled me again for a hug.