Heartless Hannah (Completed)

35 Uncertainty

Hunter POV

I am looking at the two naked women making out in front of me but the show didn't even make me feel anything, no reaction from my body at all. It was a sight worth of every man's lustful fantasy but it didn't even make me crave for pleasure. Kung meron man akong nararamdaman ngayon ay 'yun ay ang makonsensya...na hindi ko naman dapat nararamdaman. Hindi ako nagtataksil dahil wala naman akong pagtataksilan pero heto ako at inuusig ng konsensya ko.

I lift the bottle of whiskey to my mouth and chugged it callously. Then I brushed off my mouth with the back of my hand and continue watching the sight of lewd women getting wild in my office table. Concentrating on getting over my emotions I wanted to bury. Emotions that I felt for the first time and I wanted it to be the last too. I wanted my old life back, but somehow I dont know how to bring the old me back.

"Aren't you gonna join us Hunt?" Anas ng amerikang si Scarlet. She flip her blonde hair so I can fully see her naked chest as she massage her mounds with her hands. Squeezing her pink tits that can make any man's mouth waters, but not me. I preferred breast much fuller than hers. I preferred a waist much narrow than hers. A body that has curves that are more voluptuous than hers.

"Fvckingshit!" Malakas na mura ko sabay tungga muli ng bote sa bibig ko. Kahit may nakahain ng bagong putahe na nasa harapan ko, ay bumabalik pa din ako sa putaheng nakain ko na!

Nakakapunyeta pala ang mainlove!

Then the redhead Alodia walks towards me. She's Irish and has an alabaster skin that any man will desire, but again... not me. I preferred a sun-kissed skin with tiny freckles on her chest. An auburn hair that is sometimes unruly but so damn sexy.

I sighed my frustration as Alodia looked at me seductively and started swaying her hips in an attempt of an erotic lapdance. I stood up quickly which earned me a bewildered look from the two naked girls.

Akala ko kaya ko! Pero hindi pala... si Hannah pa din ang hinahanap hanap ng sistema ko! Fvck this!

"Alodia, Scarlet, I'm sorry. I'm not in the mood tonight. You can go now." Ani ko sa dalawa sabay tinungo ko ang pinto ko palabas pero halos manginig ang kamay kong nakahawak sa saradula at nanlaki ang mata ko ng mapagbuksan ko doon si Hannah. Nakatayo siya sa pinto ko na may maamong mukha.

"I'm sorry Hunter! I'm sorry kung hindi ko nasabi agad sa'yo ang tungkol kay Marcus. But please don't leave me. Hindi ko kayang mawala ka sa akin. I've been thinking for two weeks... naguguluhan ako sa sitwasyon natin pero..." tumigil siya sa pagsasalita at nanlaki ang mga mata niya. Kabadong sinundan ko kung saan siya nakatingin. Sa mga babaeng hubad na naghahalikan pa din sa lamesa ko ang tinitignan niya. Napapikit ako at napamura sa malaswang tagpo na nakita ni Hannah at sa mismong opisina ko pa. Ngayon pa na kaka-sorry pa lang niya ay napatawad ko na agad siya. Ngayon pa na halos magtatalon ang puso ko ng sabihin niyang hindi niya kayang mawala ako sa kanya.

Oh shìt!

Agad kong hinawakan ang kamay ni Hannah pero agad niyang piniksi iyon.

"It's not what you think Hannah.... I didn't touch them." kabado at halos napapapiyok ang boses ko sa pagkataranta.

"Talaga lang ha? Ano pala ang ginawa niyo? Nagbilangan ng nunal?!" Mapang-uyam na ani Hannah. At pagkatapos ay agad akong tinalikuran.

Nunal?! What the fvck?!

"Hannah... wait..." pigil ko sa dalaga at inaabot ang braso niya.