Dreaming brings me awful things
But it use to bring me back to you
It use to give me comfort
When you spoke to me in darkness
And told me there were no monsters
Living on the moon
But then you told me secrets
How the monsters live on earth
In the form of man and many others
And they woke up every morning
Just like me
Thinking brings me so much pain
When I think of how it use to be
When I told myself I was enough
And you'd laugh at my jokes
So I'd do what you told me
And you'd hold me when I was crying
But then I can't remember
The last time I heard the words
Meaning you care for my mind
And for me
Every day I wake the same
But every day more fearful
I don't want to lose you now
I don't want us to be resentful
But how can I keep living here
With my thoughts becoming more aware
And you want me just to stay the way
You remember that I use to be
And I just keep on seeing
That you are different too
We both are
How can I just leave you here
With thoughts of why I left
How can I just walk away
Afraid there's no more time
How can I not think the same
When you're laughing at my jokes
As when you tell me that you're trying
Just doing your best to help
How did we both change
How did I not see
What do my dreams bring?
What am I to do?
What, now, do I think?
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Poems of Death
Poesía***TRIGGER WARNING*** Feel close to death? Maybe you're not quite as close as you think. These are poems I wrote for me and people I love; some were gifts and others are just my thoughts. These are my own words and images. Although this is for mysel...
