My head keeps spinning faster
Faster
Larger
Smaller
Fuller
Rounder
What do these words mean
Meaning
Retrieving
Rhyming
Timing
Leaving
My leaving
Am I leaving
I'm not breathing
My body's pulsing fiercely
And it's burning
Sinking
Hurting
Screaming
Pleading
If not now
Then never
And my face falls deeply under
And I hear my heart beat louder
But my loss of breath is nothing
Compared to the fleeing pain
As I know that I am sleeping
Dreaming
Hoping
Thinking
Not thinking
I pin my arms beneath me
I can feel my breath start
Leaving
Squirming
Burning
Sleeping
Screaming
Drowning
And no one here to stop me
And no reasons to stop me
If I just keep not thinking
I stay there for a long time
Longer than before
But then I start emerging
Rising
Seeing
Thinking
Breathing
Burning
Screaming
The screaming is still going
Why can't I stop the screaming
Why can't I stop the pounding
Why can't I stop the burning
Why can't I stop the thinking
Waking
Feeling
Burning
Spinning
Ending
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Poems of Death
Poezie***TRIGGER WARNING*** Feel close to death? Maybe you're not quite as close as you think. These are poems I wrote for me and people I love; some were gifts and others are just my thoughts. These are my own words and images. Although this is for mysel...
