One Shots

Incredible

"We even counted us out, we weren't sure we'd make it. But we learned no matter what they dish out; it's nothing, we can take it." 

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@kissesdelavin: If miracles happen everyday... would you give up on what your heart beats for just because now it looks impossible?

I was scrolling at twitter when I saw her tweet. I sighed because she thought I gave up on her, on us. So, I decided on answering that tweet.

@Barber_Edward_: I want to be with you, it is as simple, and as complicated as that. I don't know what my future holds but I'm hoping you're in it.

But, I deleted it immediately. Other fans were saying that this account wasn't mine, why would they even think that this isn't mine?

I looked at Kisses' tweets, she deleted it too. Haay. She's being bashed again because of me. I mentally slapped myself for doing such things. I should've known better.

We're on ASAP today. We were rehearsing but Kisses and Yong are nowhere to be found. Where they are?

"Are you okay?"

I looked around and saw Ate Liza smiling at me. "Y-yeah. How are you?"

She smiled at me again. "You don't look okay, tho. What is it?"

"Uh, have you ever been in a situation that you badly like someone but you can't?"

"You can't?"

"Yeah, like everyone was against you and that someone."

I looked at her and saw her looking at someone, so I looked at her. It was Kisses... with Yong.

"I think I know who are you talking about." Ate Liza said and I looked at her, she was smiling at me and I shook my head. "Actually, Edward... you can. You just don't want to."

"I'm scared. She's being bashed because of me."

"Isn't it scarier if you aren't there to make her sure that you got her back?"

I stopped at what Ate Liza said. I don't know what to say.

"I've seen your videos.. you said she has proven something to you. You always asked her if she's okay. Now, what happened?"

"Because it was so different back then. When we were inside the house, we don't mind anything. I mean, everything was fine between us." I sighed. "Now, whole world is watching us.. it's kinda intimidating."

She chuckles. "Then, give them something amazing; make them remember about Edward who fought for what he wants. Not as being a wallflower."

I smiled at her. "Thank you so much, ate Liza."

She taps my shoulder, "You're welcome, brother."

Ate Liza left me after she saw Kuya Quen. They really look good together, I saw pure happiness on ate Liza's eyes. I knew right there, they found the love of their life.

Yong went to me and asked something but my whole attention was on Kisses. She was laughing like there's no tomorrow. I wish I can laugh with her.

"Gusto mo ba siyang puntahan?" Maymay asked me.

"Bai, lapitan mo na. Kasi 'yong Niel gusto na siyang makilala." Yong said.

I looked at them and they smiled at me. "Sige na, bai."

"Go, twinny." Maymay said.

I went to Kisses, I was so nervous because someone might saw us but as ate Liza said, I should do what I wanted to do.

"Kisses." I called her.

She looked at me, " Hey?"

"Can we, uhm, talk?"

She stood up and bid her goodbye to her glam team. "Let's go?"

We went to the corner where no one goes. I let myself hugged her so tight, I knew she was shocked at what I did but I don't care anymore. I just want her to feel my love.

"H-hey.. you okay?" She asked me.

"Ssh. Just let me for now." I said. She hugged me back, I heard her sniffing. "H-hey. What's wrong?"

I was about to break our hug but she hugged me tighter. Like, she never wanted me to go. "N-no.."

"Why are you crying, baby?" I asked her.

"I.. I m-missed you.."

And there, my heart melted at what she said. "I missed you too, baby. Don't cry."

She broke our hug and looked at me. "Why are you avoiding me?"

"I.. uhm, I don't?"

"Stop lying, Edward."

"I just don't want you getting bashed, baby."

"I can bear the bashing, but you avoiding me is what I can't bear with."

My jaw dropped. "Hey, I should be the one who's confessing now."

She chuckles. "Sorry, can't help it."

"Ehem." I said as I clear my throat. "So, hi. I'm Edward John Barber. Born and raised from Germany." I said, she creased her forehead. "And this guy, who's introducing his self to you is badly inlove with you.."

Her jaw dropped. Maybe because she didn't expected it. "Yes, you heard it right. You were my crush at first glance. You felt it right? That was the reason why you built walls because you weren't ready for it. You wanted friendship, I wanted more. So, you decided to built walls between us. Then, Marco happened. Heaven happened. Vivoree happened. Maymay happened. Everything got messed up, but I always chose you. My heart chose you."

Her tears fell. I don't if she's crying because it hurts or what, because she was smiling at the same time.

"Marco made me jealous. He knows that I really like you. But you never showed me any interest, so I told myself to let go of the thought that you like me rn. I told myself to like someone else, but nah. Once your heart felt it, you can't change it anymore."

I sighed and looked at her.

"But, I can't let Marco happen again. I can't let, Niel happen. Donny happen. Joshua happen." I said. "This time, I want Edward to happen. I want Edward and Kisses, not Kisses with other love team. Can I have you this time?"

She was silent for a moment. I am fucking nervous with her answer. This can make me or break me.

"Ja. Gerne." She said. "Yes.. in every language."

I hugged her. "Yes!" I shouted. "Ich liebe dich, baby."

"Ich liebe dich auch, Edward." She said and hugged me back.

"Ich liebe dich über alles, Kirsten Danielle Delavin-Barber."