Justins POV:
My heart completly sank to the bottom of nowhere. Deeper than the titanic actually. I felt tears coming out of my eyes, but I didnt let them fall. People around me took pictures and videos. I saw some people laughing which made me even more upset.
No?
No?
No?
Why?
Why is the world would she say no?
"Im sorry Justin... Im not ready." she said feeling bad for me.
"I dont know what to think now.." I said coming out. I stood up as she did too.
"Sorry.." she said bursting into tears and running out of the restaurant. I didnt dare to look around the restaurant. I went up to the waiter and gave him a hundred dollar bill. Then I ran out the door and try to find Megan. I looked around and she was no where to be seen until I heard cries and sniffs coming from a small ally. I followed the sound and found her crying in her hands with her back on the wall.
Outside was a bit cold for a summer night and it had been raining.
"Hey... dont cry... You have no reason to cry" I said touching her hand trying to remove her hands from her face.
"Yes I do! For you!! Im sorry for hurting you Justin! Embarrassing you in front of bunch of people...but I still couldnt say yes... it was so sudden and... hard." she said saying the words through her sniffing.
"I think I understand why you dont want to marry me." I said feeling stupid
"What?" she said looking at me
"You dont trust me do you? You dont love me enough to trust me... you think I will leave you, and cheat on you again. " I said kinda pissed.
"No.. No NO Justin. Please do not think like that.... I trust you.. I love you. I trust you on not cheating on me again or leaving me because you wanted a commitment, and you wanted to settled down.. so that proves that you are trusted! The only reason why I said no was that I was scared! Im still shocked I even have a child especially with a man I love most... Im scared of losing you Justin" she said
"You wont lose me if we are married!" I said
"But its this marriage!..I dont know Justin. I feel like Im in your place- not knowing what to do.." she said disappointed in herself.
"Everything will be better if we settle down." I said stiffly
"I still need time"
"To trust me?" I almost yelled
"Justin. Please. Who knows what might happen in the future! Im 21 and dont feel like getting married at this age. Cant you just wait.. for while please?" she said
"I dont know.."
"Please Justin... Just give me time.."
"Really Meg? Theres really nothing you have to think about if you want to stay with me forever"
"..If I dont get engaged with you now.. will you leave me?"
" I might!" I said jokingly
"You will?" she said in shock
"No baby... I wont leave you I swear. Like I said; I love you Megan. You are my everything. We have a child together and I dont have any plans of leaving you not even in the future. I swear Meg Im really commited to this relationship especially with Cody here. Hes definetly our hope.." I said
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Never Stopped Loving You (Sequel to Fake Date)
FanfictionWhat happens after Justins mistake got Megan to leave him for good? It seems good for Megan as she starts a new beginning in her life and has clearly moved on. But on the other hand.. Justin is in deep depression. The only person that can make him s...
