Not What it Seems | BTS x Reader | Reverse Harem

Chapter 14 - Elevator 🔥

Going in for a hug, Namjoon stopped himself as he remembered Jin's prying eyes. He retracted his arms mid air and coughed harshly, before excusing himself.

"Should I be expecting more of these sleepovers?" Jin asked mockingly.

"Stop it sunbae, you know it's not like that.." I said matter-of-factly. "To be honest, I don't know what's going to happen with us."

I drew a deep breath and exhaled. Not because I didn't look forward to spending more time with Namjoon, but because I would have to deal with people asking what in the hell we were doing when I had no idea myself.

Or if it was the best idea in the first place.

With all the intimacy, someone's bound to get hurt, right? I mean, Namjoon's still hung up on Ji Hye, but what if I start to have feelings for him?

Without prompting, my mind raced back to what had happened the night before with Jimin.

I bit his lip, signalling how much more I wanted him, as he let out a soft moan. My right hand was lost in his hair, while my left guided him onto my thighs. Obediently, he explored my hips before lifting my leg up to wrap his waist.

I remembered it all. How soft his hair was, how sweet he tasted, and how his scent lingered on my skin even after we were no longer touching.

What the hell are you thinking about right now? I mentally smacked myself.

"Wait, what happened to Jungkook?" Only then did I remember Namjoon's roommate. He had been kind enough to let me sleep on his shoulder the other day, and here I was keeping him out of his own bed.

"He stayed up all night playing Overwatch." Jin said in between potato chips. "You're lucky he's too obsessed to care."

I laughed nervously at that. What were we going to do around the other members?

I started to blush as Jimin's stupid smile entered my thoughts. Again.

What was he going to say?

My heart sunk as quickly as it fluttered. He didn't care about me like that. To him, I was just another one on his long list of girls.

"Worried about Jimin?"

My pupils tripled in size as I looked up towards Jin.

Was I thinking out loud again?

"Ummm yeah.." I sighed taking a seat on one of the bar stools. "How did you know?"

"It's written all over your face.. Cereal?" He said heading towards the cabinets.

My stomach growled, answering Jin for me. He went to grab me a bowl and some milk.

"I mean, you already know.. but be careful. Just make sure you know what you're doing." Although he was warning me, he wasn't condescending in any way. He just seemed concerned. "He's not really into anything serious when it comes to girls."

"Yeah I figured," I said tucking hair behind my ears before digging into the cereal, "I don't think he sees me as anything more than.. convenient."

"Yeah, as long as you're clear on that." Jin gave me a weak smile.

"I am.." I released a heavy sigh, "but the fucked up thing is, I'm okay with it.."

"I just don't want you to feel like you're being used," I could see the strain in his eyes. He looked torn. "I mean, what Jimin does is honestly none of my business, but I don't want to see you get hurt either.."

It was amazing how much he cared about me despite how recently we've gotten to know one another. He always knew what to say and how to make me feel like it was Christmas morning.