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A/n: IMPORTANT!!!!!: this chapter includes a look into Jimin's past relationship, which will include sexual and physical abuse. Please do not read if you may be sensitive to this content! A less triggering summary is at the bottom.

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It had been one month since Jimin and Yoongi had begun direct messaging each other. Although they constantly flirted, neither boy admitted that real feelings for the other were forming. Yoongi knew that Jimin had a man-crush on him, and vice versa, but what he didn't realize that Jimin was actually gay. Jimin actually had feelings for him. Jimin wanted to date Yoongi.

Well, Yoongi wanted to date Jimin.

@minyoongay: hey jiminnie
@minyoongay: can I ask you
something

@parkchimchim: yes of course, Yoongs :p

@minyoongay: have u ever had a
girlfriend?

@parkchimchim: uhh
@parkchimchim: lol embarrassing
@parkchimchim: no... I haven't. But I have dated someone

@minyoongay: what do u mean,
haha?

@parkchimchim: .....
@parkchimchim: um. I've had a boyfriend. 2, actually. ?Does that count???

@minyoongay: hahaha of course it
counts,, why wouldn't it, dear?

@parkchimchim: well
@parkchimchim: I just wasn't sure about telling you I was gay. Idk haha sorry

@minyoongay: uhhh have u seen my
username??

@parkchimchim: well ya at first I was like oh hey cute homo model hit that follow button
@parkchimchim: but then pics of u close with girls started showing up more often so I wasn't sure but I ignored it and kept shamelessly commenting sappy things
@parkchimchim: and then just now u asked if I've dated a girl so I was like
@parkchimchim: oopsies

@minyoongay: those pics are strictly
for my job nothing else

@parkchimchim: ok :)

@minyoongay: so, tell me ab these
boyfs of yours??

@minyoongay: ready 4 the scoop

@parkchimchim: Yoongs, do u really want to know..? It's kind of something I've been holding in for a while and I don't wanna make u feel down or anything

@minyoongay: Park Jimin.
@minyoongay: I'm here to listen now.
Don't feel like a burden, please. Let it
all out. I know at first I asked just
because I wanted to be in on some
drama, but now I want to seriously be
here for you. Don't bottle things up
when I'm right here, love. 💓

@parkchimchim: love?? ;))
@parkchimchim: ok but real talk now
@parkchimchim: um well my first bf was Jeon Jungkook, who's my best friend now lol. We only dated as a dare in middle school and broke up a week after because we just wanted to mess with our friends,, that and he isn't gay lolololol
@parkchimchim: but my last boyfriend is the sucky part ://

@minyoongay: take ur time Chim💕

Nervously, Jimin took in a shaky breath, and began typing again.

@parkchimchim: His name is Lee Wonho. I was 16 and he was 20 almost 21. We met at a cafe and exchanged phone numbers and went on dates and everything was really nice. But as things went on and we became more serious about our relationship, Wonho became more possessive and a little more... well, physical. Sorry if this bums you out, I can stop if you want

@minyoongay: not at all dear. I'm
here

@parkchimchim: I'll try to make it light anyways um he started getting me to do things I didn't really want to do. Like I said before, I was only 16,, ,and I'd never given a hand job or sucked a dick before. It got more frequent over time and he wasn't giving anything back which obviously left me ...,,frustrated, if ur catching on 🤐🤐
erm well anyways if I'd try saying I didn't want to or I'd at least like something back, he'd shove me or pull my hair or maybe even slap me lightly

"Jiminnie, is something the matter?" Jin suddenly asked, placing his large hand gently on the younger's back. Jimin snapped out of his trance and looked away from his phone screen. As his teary eyes met with his hyung's, Jin knew. "Wonho?"

Jimin nodded. The tears spilled over his bottom lids onto his cheeks, a quiet sob accompanying the salty liquid.

"Oh, Jiminnie," Jin sympathized. "Don't cry." He wrapped his arms around Jimin, his soft, pink hoodie bringing comfort to the light brunet. "You're fine. You're worth the world. You're loved."

"Thank you."

@minyoongay: Jimin? U there bb?

@parkchimchim: srry I had to stop for a moment I'll continue

@minyoongay: baby boy you don't
have to if you don't want.. just know
I'm here

@parkchimchim: ❤️💓 I'm fine I can continue
@parkchimchim: I didn't leave Wonho because I mean, he's beyond gorgeous and I was hopelessly in love with him no matter what he did to me. I didn't even fully realize just how bad he was. He showered me with gifts like watches, rings, shoes,, stuff like that. I was so naive. I am so stupid. I stayed with him up until 2 months ago. 3 years of my life wasted in abuse. I mean hey,,? At least he returned the favors the last year ://
@parkchimchim: anyways, yeah, that was a brief summary. A little (a lot) embarrassing and a little too deep maybe so I'm sorry

@minyoongay: you think that's
embarrassing?? I'm a virgin.
@minyoongay: dear I'm so so sorry
you had to go through something like
that. I really am. You're the sweetest
boy and deserve so much more than
that. SO much more. My stomach is
fluttering as a type this because it's so
sappy but seriously, Jimin, you
deserve all the good in the world. If I
could go back somehow, I'd try
everything to steer you away from
that monster. I wish I could hold you
in my arms right now.

@parkchimchim: I wish u could too.
@parkchimchim: and don't be embarrassed ur a virgin bb aww

@minyoongay: hey Chim?

@parkchimchim: yes oppa?

@minyoongay: thank you.
@minyoongay: for opening up to me

@parkchimchim: thanks for listening. I'm more than happy that I messaged u. U mean so much to me.
@parkchimchim: good night, ily

@minyoongay: have a good night's rest, baby boy, ly2

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A/n: here is the less triggering summary of Jimin's past relationship: he dated someone who was older than him by 5 years. Wonho (his name) treated him badly and bought him expensive gifts to make up for it. Jimin stayed with him for 3 years, up until 2 months ago.