Intertwine (Strings of Fate)

Intertwine (Strings of Fate) Chap. 43

Chapter 43: Kiss

(Jiro's POV) 

Warmth, the warmth that I never felt before I held Alexis, I can't explain what I'm feeling right now. Whether it's right or wrong. Her warm lips buried in mine keeps my mind from functioning right. I can't stop from wanting more. If I can't stop I might hurt her. But before I can ask for more, I felt a powerful push on my shoulders. She initiate on breaking the kiss.

"Uh...uhm...I'll just....make...our food." I can see that she was panicking inside that she can't hide in her face. But I'm more amaze when I saw a red tint in her cheeks that made her more innocent than she was, as she tried to hide her flush face. When she was about to turn around, my body suddenly move on its own as I grab her arm and pulled her towards me and grab her slender body unto mine as I flip her to my side and we both laid down on the soft bed.

"J-Jiro...what are you...."

"Doing to me?" I finished her line.

"I should be the one asking that. What are you doing to me Alexis?"

"I-I...I don't know..."

"I don't know either...it's just that, it feels right." Her face was a few inches away from mine and that her lips were partly open, waiting for me to taste it. I hover her and I held her wrists on top of her head. I look at her eyes as she stares back at me. Her eyes were soft and beautiful like a priceless gem that you don't want to set your eyes off. I felt the urge to descend my face towards hers as she become stiff under me.

"Ne, suki dayou..(I like you)"

"E-Eh?" I slowly descend my head, when it was just a hair away I stop for a second.

"Shinjite...(Believe me)" I plant my lips on hers. At first, I was afraid that I was scaring her, but I didn't get a negative response. So I started to brush my lips on hers.

(Alexis' POV) 

I can't breathe and I can't move. It feels like he's sucking all my strength in my body that I can't think straight under his presence. And then, I felt his warm and soft lips unto mine again. I was surprised at that moment that I can't think logically but I felt nothing but butterflies in my stomach. A few seconds later, he started to move his lips, this time, aggressively and he suddenly force his tongue inside of my mouth, tasting every inch, savoring, wanting to give him back to pleasure he was giving me. But then I unleash those feelings and tried to get to his level. I mutually give him what was he doing to me, I kiss him back with the same intensity and movement. I endeavor to taste his mouth with mine. I invade his mouth with my tongue, lavishing his and biting his lips softly and pushed him upward to gain my composure, but with his strength, he didn't let me, but instead, he pushed me harder and now I can felt his weight in my body. He doesn't stop what he was doing until we broke the kiss to catch breathe. Not that long until he dominate my lips again with a hungrily attempt, devouring again. I felt his hands tracing down my arm until it lay down on my hips while the other stroking my hair and drop to my nape, pulling me closer to him. We broke the kiss again as I open my eyes and the first thing I saw was his dreamy eyes, content, but wanting more. We are both catching heavy breaths as he we both share the same oxygen. His eyes shifted downwards to my puffy lips. He kissed on the side of my lips, biting it, licking it trying to tempt me again. However, I also challenge him, doing the same to him. But at the same time, I give in, I grab his nape with my free hand and I kiss him passionately, I get the same as a reply. We kiss each other like were running in a marathon, wasting our time in a compulsive manner until we didn't realize we are in our deepest emotion letting it go and climb to out innocence. 

I woke up with a beautiful dream, Jiro kissing me passionately, when I opened my eyes I saw a bright face of Jiro infront of me in my bed. Wait. We did kissed last night!? In my bed!? In my room!? I suddenly realized that entire dream, wasn't a dream, but it did happened. I tried to get up, but I realize that he was embracing me and any time I make a huge move, he will wake up. I tried to see the situation we are in. We face each other in the bed, his arms holding me tightly, his legs rest on mine, as my hands tapped in his chest. Awkwardness. That all to it. I went crazy by the thought of what we did last night in my room. It's so embarrassing, kissing him like that. I never kiss a guy like that of a manner. It's not like me at all, reserve. How can I face him normally again? Now that, I kissed him like that? No! Why do I repeat that word? Argh! It's making me crazy. Erase those thoughts, you have to calm down, calm down, close your eyes and breathe calmly. But when I opened my eyes again, the same handsome face was infront of me. I felt the urge to touch his innocent face. I slowly move closer, I comb his hair buried in his face, I stroke his thick and black eyebrows, as I went down to the bridge of his nose, going down to his luscious lips and stop there, those lips that I tasted many times last night. The warmest, softest and sweetest lips like marshmallows. I can't forget that feeling when our lips collide to each other. Then, something inside me was flattering. Then, slowly he opened his eyes and startled me when he suddenly grabs my hand in his lips.

"What do you think you're doing?" He said in groggy voice.

"Uhm..I-I, uh..." Looks like my tongue stuck in my mouth that I can't get the words out.

"Cat got your tongue? You're so cute when you flush Alexis."

"E-Eh? I'm not b-blushing!" I denied.

"Hehe..don't deny it, that's why I like you." Then again, I'm back being speechless. What is he doing to me? I'm not being like this.

"I-I'm , gonna make our breakfast." I pull my hand from his grasp as I slowly get up from the bed.

"Alright." He said then smiles after that. I hurried stand from the bed and hasten to the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator and grabbed the cold water. Why is it so hot today? It's already in winter season! I need to calm down, but my heart won't stop jumping right after we wakes up. 'I like you.' Ugh! Why do I have to memorize those words? AHHH! I can't stand it, I don't know what happen last night that I suddenly kissed him back. Is it because he kissed me like no other before? But he was a guy, for Pete's sake! I can't like him. What did I just say? I like him? But it can't be. It's not right, it is so wrong. I can't like him back.... If I were in a different situation then I might consider but this is wrong, I can't make him involve, not in my life. But every time I think of leaving him in that state, something inside me is pierce me. Maybe, I just can't.... 

We are still silent while eating but I can see that he is smiling and I can't help but hide those smiles inside me. And I have already decided.

"W-Would you want to go out with me t-today?" Words suddenly come out in my mouth. He lifts his head with a surprise look.

"Really?"

"Uh, yes...? We are still in vacation, right?"

"Hmm, you are right. But it doesn't feel right."

"What do you mean by that? You don't want to?"

"No, no that not what I meant..." He stands up and leans forward until our faces are few inches away.

"I should be the one asking you for a date." I think I flush because I can't even stare at his eyes out of embarrassment.

"Haha, you're so cute when you blush."

"Tsk, don't tease me ok. It's so embarrassing." I said under my breath.

"Hehe, alright, alright you win. So where do you want to go after this?"

"Hmm, anywhere I guess...?"

"Haha, I never thought you'll say that. But it's ok, let's try to other places we've never been here."

"That's a good idea, but where do we start?" He rests his chin in his hand and thinks deeply.

"Wakaranai, I think we can think that while touring, I guess."

"If you say so, then it's fine with me."