BEA
I don't know what am I thinking. All I know is that I missed her. I missed her so bad and I just wanna feel her.
So, I grab her nape and kissed her deeper. Natakot ako ng bigla siyang humiwalay. Akala ko sasampalin niya ko pero umayos lang pala siya ng upo. She sat on my lap and started kissing me again. Kumapit siya sa balikat ko while my hands made it's way to her waist.
"I.. Love you... Jho..." I managed to say while we're kissing. Hindi siya sumagot pero naramdaman ko ang paglapit ng katawan niya sa akin.
Damn. I never thought this would happen. Mahawakan ko lang ang kamay niya masaya na ko. Ano pa kaya ito di'ba? We're making out inside my fucking car! Shit. Ayoko ng matapos to.
"B-bea" she trailed off when I started kissing her neck. Her scent didn't change. Still the same sweet Jhoana I know.
"Yes, baby?" I whisper while giving her wet kisses on her neck down to her collar bone. I was about to go down when she pulled my face to kissed her again.
"Beatriz" she said and I bite her lip "argh"
I smiled when I heard her groan. Hinapit ko pa siya palapit sakin. Nagulat ata siya kaya hinampas niya ko ng mahina.
"Bea.. Wait" sabi niya pero ayokong huminto. I don't want this moment to stop. "Wait lang.. Ugh... Bea-triz" napasinghap siya ng diinan ko ang hawak sa hita niya. I started caressing her legs while I'm trying to make my way inside her mouth.
I licked her lower lip pero as usual, wala siyang reaksyon. Hindi ko alam kung hindi lang ba siya marunong, o ayaw niya lang talaga.
"Love.." I tried calling her as I bit her soft lip "open" bulong ko pa at sumunod naman siya. She opened her mouth and I immediately explored it with my tongue.
I was playing with the hem of her shirt when my phone rang. Napadilat kaming pareho, but still, we continue to kiss.
"Sagutin mo muna" she said not breaking the kiss. I lightly shook my head and started making circles in her stomach that made her shut her eyes back.
Gusto ko ng huminto dahil baka kung saan na mapunta tong make-out session namin but my body won't just obey my mind. It's longing for her kiss and I just can't find any reason to stop. Lalo na hindi naman ako pinipigilan ni Jho.
Maya-maya pa, tumunog na naman ang phone ko. Sinilip ko kung sino ang tumatawag at nakitang si Jana pala yon. I turned off my phone pero nagulat ako ng biglang humiwalay si Jho.
"Why?" I asked and tried kissing her again but she stopped me.
"Mali to" umiling siya at aalis sana sa pagkaka-kandong sakin pero hindi ako pumayag "Bea, mali to. Mali tong ginagawa natin"
Napayuko siya at nagsimula ng umiyak. Agad ko siyang niyakap at hinalikan sa ulo.
"Bakit mali? Tell me Jho, hindi mo na ba ako mahal?" Humigpit ang yakap niya
"May g-girlfriend ka" bulong niya kaya agad akong umusog para tignan siya "S-si Jana.. Niloloko natin siya" umiyak siya lalo kaya agad kong pinunasan ang luha niya.
Hinalikan ko siya ng mabilis sa labi bago ako ngumiti.
"Hindi ko girlfriend si Jana" Tinitigan niya lang ako kaya hinalikan ko ulit siya "She's my childhood friend. Nothing more, nothing less"
I wink and I swear, I saw her blush. Natawa tuloy ako.
"Sira. Ginamit mo pa yung nothing more, nothing less na yan" nagpunas siya ng luha at napanatag ako ng ngumiti siya ng bahagya.
