46: End of the Tunnel (Ballad)

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Challenge Yourself
By Fox-Trot-9

46: End of the Tunnel
(Ballad)

What's this I see beyond the light
   Of endless suffering?
Is this a false reprieve of shite
   That leaves me withering?

I do not know, and yet I hear
   Of talk of distant lands,
In which I have nothing to fear
   On which my freedom stands.

But am I free? I scarcely know
   And scarcely dare to see,
Because this life is always slow
   To yield a crumb to me.

My world lies in the ceaseless bound
   Of promises proved false,
So that I cast my gaze around
   And see with beating pulse

Only this side of this great tunnel
   That beckons like a snare;
I fear to drift into that funnel
   Wherein who knows what's there!

And yet, my will surrenders me
   Into the Siren's fold—
Of Time's eternal constancy
   That soothes me when I'm old.

So let me drift towards that edge
   Where my oblivion dies,
Wherein my will creates the wedge
   That cuts out all these lies!

Into that blinding rabbit-hole
   Shall I now gain my peace,
A part of God that makes me whole
   With just the smallest piece
   Of such a sweet release!

(To be continued...)

A/N: After an ungodly amount of time away from any writing on this site, I come back (albeit briefly) to give you a heads up that I'm still alive!

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