24: Locus of Control (Ballad)

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Challenge Yourself
By Fox-Trot-9

24: Locus of Control
(Ballad)

The whims of circumstance destroys
   A world of former cheer,
Overtaking it in the noise
   Of things that disappear.

I can't account for everything
   That happens everyday,
Nor can I count on anything
   To rise up from decay.

This is the life I'm forced to live:
   How can I make it whole
When all these moments that arrive
   Lie outside my control?

There lies a curse within this background
   That always drives me nuts,
As if I'm bleeding from the knife wounds
   Of a thousand tiny cuts.

Control is all I want and need,
   Nothing more and nothing less,
But that's a gift that far exceeds
   My privilege to possess.

Although I haven't the control
   To have it all my way,
At least allow me to console
   My bitterness away.

(To be continued...)

A/N: Life keeps giving me lemons... ( T_T ) So I'll just make some lemonade... ( ^_^ )

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