I got home,
Or,
To my house,
At least,
I was alone,
Completely,
So I,
Plugged in,
My phone,
And went,
To the kitchen,
And reached,
On top of,
The fridge,
For,
The ibuprofen,
And took,
A bunch,
Of pills,
It was stupid,
Very stupid,
But,
I was,
Upset,
Very,
Upset,
I punched,
The fridge,
Until,
My hand,
Hurt,
I grabbed,
A knife,
From the holder,
And,
Started,
To,
Move it,
Towards my wrist...
Over a year.
A full year.
You're not,
About to,
Break your streak.
...I stopped,
I put the knife,
Back,
I punched,
The fridge,
Again.
I went,
And,
Laid down,
And,
Cried,
Until I,
Feel asleep...
