Hopeless Stories

Kebahagiaan milik pasangan bahagia, Adrian dan Irene terlalu sempurna dimata dunia. Manakan tidak, segala kasih, cinta, dan kemewahan dikongsi bersama dan mereka saling melengkapi. Kehadiran sepasang cahaya mata kepada pasangan ini menambahkan lagi sinar di dalam kehidupan harian mereka. "We'll stay like this forever, sayang?" -Irene Alvena. "Forever." -Adrian Khaer. Kepercayaan penuh diberi kepada si suami yang sibuk mencari nafkah buat mereka sekeluarga. Ayat-ayat cinta diungkap setiap hari kepada Irene, membuat wanita itu bahagia tanpa risaukan apa-apa. Sehingga... "Apa kurangnya saya, Adrian?" -Irene Alvena. "Cinta saya pada awak dah tak sama macam dulu. Awak yang tak boleh terima, jangan salahkan saya." -Adrian Khaer. Sangka Irene, hatinya cuma retak seribu. Tetapi, hatinya hancur, ranap sepunah-punahnya selepas mengetahui sebab sebenar Adrian berubah. "I told you, don't go through a men's phone." -Darena Hanriq. Mampukah Irene mempertahankan hubungan yang dibadai ombak paling kuat kali ini? Masih samakah debarnya pada Adrian selepas wujud orang ketiga?

A book of poems I've constructed over the years, and currently, with each poem getting more recent and more interesting. Read till the end to see how a young poet changes both her tone and view of the world, and how she matures her writing. *The first 9 poems are older. Skip ahead if needed.*

She loved him when he didn't want to live. She held him together when the world ignored his fractures. She sacrificed sleep, friends, and pieces of herself just to keep him breathing. He didn't know how to be loved. He didn't know how to feel. He didn't know how to survive on his own until she made him. And the moment he finally could, he left. This is the story of the girl who gave everything to save someone else only to lose herself in the process. Of the boy who survived because someone loved him more than he loved himself. Of the quiet, brutal unraveling that happens when love isn't enough to hold two broken people together.

"Our solar system is not unusual, then there are so many planets in the universe that, for example, they outnumber the sum of all sounds and words ever uttered by every human who has ever lived. To declare that Earth must be the only planet with life in the universe would be inexcusably bigheaded of us." -Neil deGrasse Tyson. A/N: I decided to make my Own Universe and make my own type of World. I'm happy to show it to you. It kinda feels like a M Rated Version of Static Shock. I will make more Book Styled Version later. I hope it becomes it's own Superhero Universe like Marval, DC, Invincible, The Boys. Book is (18+) Disclaimer: Although the whole Lore and Characters were made by me. The photos, Music. Videos, are not mine and are from Media.

All the quotes and other random writings in this book are mine unless they are in quotation marks and have the person's name written below. Enjoy!

A series of poems

A young widower comes to terms with his lack of faith as a young woman looks for the love she so desires. This is a sequel to Spiritual Networking.

Confronted with a distressing situation, Lawson Fullmer finds himself slowly crumbling to ruins. The harsh reality that he is forced to face is taking a grave toll on the young scientist. Failing to accept such a daunting fact, he begins to disconnect himself from the rest of the world. However, he's completely overwhelmed by grief he forgets that his innocent son, Elliot, has nothing to depend to but on him. Unable to comprehend what's going on, Elliot struggles as he tries to mend his relationship with his depressed father. Rating: R+15 *** 🎖- Featured in General Fiction: Miscellaneous 🥈 - The Butterfly Awards: Short Story 🥈 - Gen Z Awards: Short Story 🎖- The Peacock Awards: Best Ship (or relationship) Warning: This book contains sensitive topics.

When Taehyung was a kid, he somehow witnessed the strangest crush chain in the neighborhood: Yoongi liking Jin, Jin liking Namjoon, Namjoon liking Hoseok, Hoseok liking Jungkook, Jungkook liking Jimin, Jimin liking Yoongi, and Sehan liking him. He never meant to be involved-he just had a habit of walking in at exactly the wrong moments And in high school, the feelings are louder, the confusion is worse, and Taehyung is stuck in the middle trying to keep everyone from emotionally combusting. Will anyone ever find their true love?

Jin wants a child > Jungkook doesn't > Honestly, Love is Hopeless when they desperately need it most.

Hartman never believed his life would collapse this far. Once a young soldier with simple dreams, now he walks through a battlefield where even hope itself has burned to ashes. His body is covered in wounds... but what truly bleeds is his mind. When the war of Northern Five erupts, Hartman is thrown into a world shaped by cruelty, silence, and unseen forces far older than any nation. In the midst of gunfire and screaming skies, he begins to hear voices-faint whispers buried deep within his thoughts. They speak of sins he never remembered, of truths he was never meant to know, and of a fate carved long before he was born. "Why me?" The question haunts him, yet the answers are darker than the war itself. As Hartman fights to survive, the shadows of an ancient power begin to move. A forgotten history is stirring beneath the blood-soaked soil, pulling him toward a destiny that feels more like a curse than a calling. Every step forward brings him closer to the secret behind his suffering... and the chilling realization that some nightmares do not come from the outside-they grow from within. When trust breaks, when sanity fades, and when the battlefield demands more than a human soul can give... Can Hartman escape the fate written for him, or will he become the very monster the world fears? This is not just a war story. It is a story of pain, rebirth, and the silent terror of a past that refuses to stay buried. And as the darkness closes in, Hartman learns one thing: Sometimes the most catastrophic fate... is simply living long enough to face the truth. ---

Juila is different from every one in her pack because she's the only one with colored eyes . For 15 long years of abuse from her family and pack members she's use to getting hit every day . One day the alpha of her pack along with a few of his friends kidnapped her and they just start beating her just out side their board . The strongest alpha alive finds his mate beaten just out side his bored and he is not a alpha you want to mess with . He takes her because she's half naked and also most died he doesn't know yet that she is he's until he gets her to the hospital when he tries to leave but can't . When she wakes up she's scared out of her mind thinking he's going to hit her but won't . She finally realize who he is the meanest alpha alive with the coldest heart . So cold he shouldn't even have a mate because of the stuff he did in his pass . To be the strongest will he keep her as his own because of who he is ? Will he reject her or beat her ? Could she love him will she stay?

So I guess this is my second "anthology" of poetry. I might post some old poems that have sort of just been sat in my notes and stuff. Check out my first book "My Head is Broken" if you're interested. I found the cover on Tumblr, I can't remember who made it but If I do, I'll put it here. #1 in aspiringpoet (29/09/20) #1 in bookofthoughts (29/09/20)

Ena Shinonome has spent majority of her life pretending. She bottles up her emotions and doesn't know how to truly feel about herself so turns to social media to give her this understanding that she lacks. However when she gets consumed by negative comments, Enas wish to disappear amplifies and she loses all sense of reality and joy.

"I trusted all of and you betrayed me" 5 year old Avery had everything a child could want, unfortunately her mother was so jealous of all the attention Avery got that she wanted to take that away from her. She come up with a plan, it succeeds, Avery is shipped off to what her father and brothers think is a boarding school for the rebellious. If only they knew all the torture she endured. HOWEVER She was sent to an assassin program in Russia, trained to become a weapon. THE DEADLIEST After years of torture and training she escaped at the age of eleven. Now 15, she's CEOof the largest company's and feared by just her name. NOW? She's sent to life with the people who ruined her life after getting arrested (for the .. she lost count) oh she goes by R A V E N _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ non of the pictures I use are mine they are mostly from Pinterest _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TRIGER WARNING ⚠️ ⬇️ SA - SH - Cursing - torture - violence

I wasn't born broken. But somewhere between my first breath and the last time I begged the universe for mercy, I cracked. Quietly. Slowly. Until all I heard were the echoes of "not enough." Not pretty enough. Not smart enough. Not brave enough. Not lovable enough. There was never a moment I was truly seen. Not as a daughter. Not as a friend. Not as a woman who kept choosing others over herself- Until there was nothing left of her to choose. Every time I thought, *"This is it. This is the moment someone sees me-*really sees me," I was met with silence, With abandonment dressed in pretty excuses. They always leave, don't they? Right when you begin to believe you might be worthy of staying for. I gave pieces of myself to people who never knew what to do with them. I showed up. Again and again. For everyone. But when I needed someone? Silence. That kind of silence that screams louder than any goodbye ever could. You ever feel like you're screaming into a void, hoping someone-anyone-will hear you? That's been my life. A symphony of unanswered questions and unhealed wounds. I've worn smiles like masks. I've laughed through tears. And I've convinced the world I'm okay, Even when I was drowning in my own thoughts. So I write this not for pity. Not for praise. But for the ones who look in the mirror and wonder if they'll ever be enough for this world- Because I'm still asking too. Was I never enough for love? For loyalty? For peace? Or was I always too much of something and too little of everything? If you've ever been the second choice, the afterthought, The one who loved too deeply and received too little- Then this book is yours as much as it is mine. Let's bleed together. Let's heal-if healing even exists. But above all... Let's ask the questions no one dares to answer. Was I Never Enough?

Bits and pieces of my broken heart poured into words. Random thoughts running on my mind out of which some doesn't even make sense to me. Some real and some fictional. You never know the difference between them two. Cover by @ZaraCrimson315

Dyeri-A girl with a dark past,haunting nights and struggling days.She is fighting an endless battle every day.Will she get away from the hell she has created for herself or will she drown herself in her own misery. "First of all I am the boss and second you will go when I will tell you not the other way around and what will you do in that trashy apartment which only contains empty liquor bottles scattered here and there.Oh how could I forget about your pyramid of bottles." Dyeri was embarrassed as what he was saying is true. "So that means I am not going to my apartment today." "No you are not going today neither tomorrow or day after tomorrow. So you just wear what I provide you,eat or can watch tv or I will take you to my office someday.But you are not going back for somedays.Your clothes will be arranged in one side of the closet. "

one girl one boy pure ownership