I can't live like this anymore
I'm crying, cursing my whole existence.
You guys don't love me, you never have
if so why did you hit me with that belt?
I want to run away, as fast as I can.
I'd live on the street if I had to
because that's how much I hate you.
Why was I even born?
I never wanted to endure this,
when I say there's something wrong with me
you laugh and think it's a joke.
Well I'm telling you, there's something wrong with you
you stupid, fucking, shitty ass bitches.
I don't know what to even do anymore.
My life feels like it's over,
you told me I have to go to military school?
Yeah right, I'm fucking out of here
cuz that shit would fucking kill me
and right now I want to kill you
watch you die from under my cold hands.
You think you rule over me?
I'm a person and you can't even see that.
Why am I supposed to be your star child?
The one that does good in school
and that stays away from all the bad.
Just because my brothers fucked up?
You put too much pressure on me,
expect too much of me
so now I'm fucking done with you
I'll be waiting outside your room
with a knife in my hand
and once I hear you both snoring
I'll show you what love really means.
