Finally Found You (Josh Dun x Reader)

•Chapter 19: Nervous•

[7K? You guys are going to make my heart stop. Thank you all so much c:]

You and Josh had now been together for a while. A year and 3 months, to be exact. It felt like a lot longer than it really was, but you were happy with him regardless.

The boys had planned a small concert in Ohio. It wasn't going to be the beginning of any kind of tour. Or anything. Just a show. The show was tomorrow, and you had to admit that you were extremely excited. It wasn't an actual tour, but the energy of their shows was awesome.

However, Josh had been acting really... Really weird. He had been acting kind of distant, to an extent. They had never done anything like this big of a show since the band had took off, so that was more than likely the root of it.

"You excited for the show tomorrow?" You asked, looking up at Josh while you made a sandwich. "Yea..." Josh paused awkwardly for a minute. "I'm really nervous though. What if I mess everything up?" He asked, looking at his water bottle as if it would tell him answers to the secrets of the world.

"Josh I'm sure you won't mess up." You tried comforting him. Josh was never like this before shows. You felt bad that he was this stressed about it. "There will be sooo many people there... It's just going to be weird. You know?" He asked, finally looking up from his water bottle.

"Yea I know what you mean. It's probably really scary. I'm sure you'll do fine though." You said, leaning over the counter and kissing him before returning to the making of your precious sandwich.

"I hope." Josh sighed, and there was silence. "Hey (Y/N)?" Yea?" "I love you." He said, looking at you still. "I love you too Josh." You paused your sandwich making, looking up at him with a smile.

"Are you alright?" You asked after another pause. "Y-Yea." He stuttered, being caught off guard from your question. "Are you sure?" You asked, giving him a skeptical look.

"I don't know why, but it's just really getting to me for some reason. I can't shake the feeling that something will go wrong and-" "Josh. You'll be fine." You interrupted him.

You had finally gotten the mix ready to put on your sandwich, and popped some bread in the toaster to make it a little crispier.

Josh needed your attention more than the sandwich did right now, and you were more than happy to give it to him. You walked around the counter, and leaned into him a little.

"Maybe I could help take your mind off of it a little?" You looked up at him innocently. "Oh really? How so-"

Before Josh could finish speaking, you had pressed your lips to Josh's.

Instantly, Josh cupped your cheeks as if pulling you deeper into the kiss. Your hands snaked around his sides until they were resting on the middle of his back. His back was pretty muscular, and it was definitely something you found attractive.

As you continued to kiss, one of Josh's hands worked its way down your back and eventually ended up on your butt. Instead of just resting it there, Josh seemed to grip your butt a little. Nothing over the top, but enough to nearly drive you crazy.

Every now and then, Josh would gently nip at your bottom lip. You would return the action back and forth, and this continued for a few minutes.

Eventually, Josh's kisses moved from your lips... To your jawline... And his kissed slowly trailed down your neck until he reached your collar bone that was left vulnerable by your open neck tank top. Thank god you wore one today.

Josh even began nipping at places on your neck, almost in attempt to leave tiny love bites. The hand that was cupping your cheek was now at the bottom of your tank top... And his hand was slowly working your way up into your tank top.

Before Josh's hand got halfway up your side, the toaster popped. And scared the living shit out of both of you.

Both of you jumped back, unsure what to do. "I um... Im gonna go... Get.. That." You said awkwardly. "Y-Yea.. Sandwiches are good." Josh nodded, sitting back down at the chair you had at the breakfast bar in the apartment.

You quietly worked on finishing your sandwiches, glancing up at Josh every now and then. His cheeks were bright pink, and he awkwardly drank some water so then he wouldn't look unoccupied. You could feel the heat on your cheeks too, and you couldn't help but think the situation itself was pretty funny.

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You had finally eaten your sandwich. And it was absolutely delicious.

"Hey Josh?" You asked, looking up at him. You were sitting on his lap on the couch, your legs taking up the rest of the couch as you were faced different as Josh was.

"Yea?" He asked, still focused on the TV. "We need to pack." You chuckled, realizing it was almost time for you guys to go to bed. "I don't want toooo." He fake whined. Although, this time you weren't so sure he was 100% joking.

"Well I'm gonna go pack. And it's gonna be boring without you." You yawned. "I guess that means you probably shouldn't go pack." Josh joked.

"We can go to Taco Bell on our way to meet Tyler tomorrow if you come get packed with me." Was all you had to say before you and Josh were brought packing bags for the trip.