The Walls of Jeristyles (Y2AJ)

Love Is Stronger

Chris' POV

I was able to sign AJ out of the hospital the same night he arrived, like I planned on doing. While the police were investigating, which should take about a week to do, I drove all night to our house in Georgia.

AJ asked me a few times to stop so I can rest, but I refused. We got to the house and AJ was asleep with a hand over his stitched wound. I quickly unlock the front door, before going back to get AJ.

I carried him inside closing the door with my foot before placing him on the couch gently. I kiss the top of his head before heading to the shower.

After my shower I go downstairs to check on AJ, seeing that he's still asleep, makes sense since it's really late it took three days to drive from Canada to Georgia.

I pick him up and take him to our bedroom and place him in the bed, pulling the covers over him before getting in myself and start falling asleep.

In the middle of the night I hear AJ sobbing causing me to quickly turn to check on him. "AJ? Babe, what's wrong." I ask running a hand through his hair, making him face me.

"I h-had a nightmare, t-the p-person who broke in found us, and stabbed you this time, but he actually killed you, and I was to weak to save you because of my wound, and I was like eight months pregnant, and we lost the baby." He cries, and I pull him close to me.

I feel bad that now he can't even get sleep without being traumatized with what happened to him. I felt helpless as he cried into my chest and all I did was rub his back and kiss him on his head every so often.

Eventually, AJ fell back asleep and I held him close and started falling back asleep. It felt like a few hours until I hear AJ crying again, but this time he wasn't in bed. I quickly get out of bed and go searching for AJ.

I finally hear the crying coming from the restroom. I jiggle the doorknob to find out that it's locked. "AJ, you alright in there?" I ask but just hear AJ crying even more. "AJ, open the door." I say but his crying just keeps getting louder.

I go find the key to the bathroom doorknob and unlock the door. When I walk in I couldn't even believe what I was seeing. AJ was cutting his wrists with a razor blade and he had a knife on the counter, which my guess is to kill himself with.

"AJ!!" I yell running up to him smacking the blade out of his hand and grabbing his arm that had the slit wrist. "Are you crazy! What's the hell were you thinking!" I yell, not out of anger but sadness and concern because for all I knew I could of lost him without knowing.

"I keep having nightmares!!! And the more I have them, the more they feel like a reality!!! I just want it to stop!" AJ violently sobs and falls to his knees holding himself. I go up to AJ and quickly apply bandages to his wrist before sitting on the bathroom floor holding and rocking a sobbing AJ.

"I just want it to stop, Chris!" He cries as I rub his forehead to his hair with my hand. "I know you do, baby." I say calmly. "I just want all these bad things happening to me, to us!" AJ cries even more.

"They will baby, I promise." I say holding him closer to me. He soon stops crying and is mainly sniffling and coughing due to choking on tears. I continue to rock him, and he soon relaxes but doesn't fall asleep.

I kiss his head while squeezing my eyes shut, letting some of the tears I've been holding in fall out. I'm so heartbroken, my baby boy is going through all this and I feel so helpless. It got to the point where he was willing to take his life.

"I'm sorry this is happening to you, AJ. I wish there was something I could do about it, but I feel like I can't." I silently start crying on AJ's body. AJ looks up at me and hugs me tightly.

I hug him back and bury my face in his neck. I start holding him protectively at just the thought coming back to my head that he almost committed suicide. AJ starts silently starts crying in my shoulder.

"I'm sorry that I scared you by almost doing this to myself." AJ cried, which just causes me to hold him closer if that was possible and place one of my hands his hair. "Don't be sorry, I'm just glad you're alive." I say. "Are you going to be able to help me." He asks still in tears.

"Of course I will, you will get through this because love is stronger." I say.

"I love you." AJ says into my chest as he stops crying. "I love you, too." I smile lightly and make him face me. I wipe the remaining tears that fell out of his eyes with my thumbs gently before laying a soft kiss on his lips.

He smiles lightly into the kiss, and I place my hand on his upper butt and run my other hand through his hair. I pick him up and take us to the backyard and sit us down next to the steaming hot tub without breaking the kiss.

I take off AJ's shirt and he does the same for me. We soon strip the rest of each others clothes off and I pick up AJ taking us in the hot tub. We break the kiss as we sit down in the hot tub.

I caress his cheek and pull him into another kiss, he kisses back wrapping his arms around my neck and I start roaming my hands around AJ's perfect body. I break the kiss to start working on his neck. I lightly kiss it until I found his sweet spot.

I soon hear small moans from AJ and I start sucking and lightly biting that one spot, leaving a love mark on his neck. I turn AJ around and wrap my arms around his chest from behind and left a trail of kisses all the way down his spine.

I move my hand to his hips as I line myself up with him. I slowly enter him and I hear moans coming from AJ as I start slowly thrusting in him. I move a hand to his member and start pumping it. AJ moans more and I soon pick up the pace a little.