LOST BOY.

|nineteen

jungkook yelled as taehyung attacked him with a gun and foam bullets he had gotten from a fan.

taehyung laughed as he fell from tripping over his shoelace.

jungkook instantly helped him back up.

their smiles clearly screamed happiness.

the members all watched as they played together.

seokjin looked over to me.

i was looking down at my hands, but i could feel his stare.

he probably realized that what i was doing was for the best.

all i wanted was for all of us to be happy.

including myself.

however, that wasn't a dream.

that was a goal.

i was going to make sure that happened no matter what.

"it's surprising how little it hurts, huh?"

i looked over at yoongi.

he gave me a small smile.

"you would expect it to hurt to see someone you love be so happy with someone else, yet it doesn't."

he really did understand how i felt.

he must have felt this way when jungkook and i got together.

maybe that's why he never tried to stop it.

"you're smiling." yoongi tilted his head to get a better view of it.

"shut up." i pushed him.

he laughed making my lips rise up even more.

my heart wasn't racing.

my breath didn't hitch.

my hands didn't shake.

i was nothing like i was back then.

sure, i might not be totally okay now, but time really does heal a broken heart.

"aren't you glad you started taking your medicine again?"

i nodded.

"thank you for calling him."

at that time i was so angry.

yet, it was nice knowing he still cared.