LOST BOY.

|five

jungkook nuzzled our noses.

i ran my hand through his hair as he leaned in.

"you know i love you, right?" he softly brought his lips towards my ear before carefully pressing them on my own.

"you tell me every day." he nodded pulling away.

"good. jiminie, if i don't say it to you one day, i'm sorry." jungkook's thumb traced circles on my thigh.

i looked at his sad expression.

"don't think too much about the future, it can hurt you." i frowned back.

he nodded again.

"let's just live now, together." he forced a smile.

i knew it was fake.

it just couldn't seem to meet those gorgeous brown eyes filled with pain.

"why are you sad?" i held his cheeks with both of my hands.

he sighed, looking down.

"i don't want to stop loving you jimin."

his gaze wondered everywhere but to my own.

"you don't have to. at least not right now."

"but i know i will someday and it hurts to think about."

i rested our foreheads against one another like he did earlier.

"at this moment, i love you jungkook. you've already said you loved me so why can't we just be with each other at this time in our lives?" he brought up his hand to hold mine.

jungkook let them fall to his side and just held them there.

"okay."

he kissed me again slowly, making it last.

"i saw you crying this morning, why were you?"

i frowned wider, shifting a bit on his thighs.

he was sitting on the bed, while i was sitting on his lap facing him.

"i wish i knew." i let my head fall onto his chest.

he put his arms around me in a hug.

"i just want you to smile again."