sorry, i'm not sorry || hyungwon monsta x fanfic ||

35.

now sitting back in the chair near her bedside, he couldn't help but stare at nari's side profile as he replays the conversation with the doctor.

he didn't know.

he didn't know she was pregnant. the doctor explained that on the initial scan they didn't notice and they were only able to tell due to her blood work.. it was so early on.

to him it was sad. which shocked him. he always said he never wanted kids, yet his heart ached for that exact thing he never cared for.

but none of it didn't mattered. nari's life was more precious and more important. the two of them could always have kids in the future. they could be parents if they wanted.

but how would he tell nari? how would he explain it to her? she didn't say anything to him. so did she even know? he didn't know. they both mutually agreed children wasn't for them right now and it was a topic they didn't want to touch on. is that why she kept it a secret? because she was afraid how he'd react? that is if she knew.

taeyang had came in after stating that kang was currently fighting to get up here to see her.

"just keep him away from us and don't let my mom see." hyungwon says. "nari's body doesn't need stress."

"i'll try," taeyang smiles somberly as he looked at nari then back at him. "also are you ok? do you need to talk to someone?"

"hmm?" hyungwon looks at him confused. he was better now since he was with nari. yes it still pained him to see her in this state but he didn't feel the need to speak to anyone about it. unless his mother mentioned how he was about his dad.

taeyang sighs, "some people like to speak to a therapist after their partner miscarries."

"i didn't know," hyungwon responds. "i don't even think she knew. i'm pretty sure she has an implanted birth control, and i told the doctor that. i don't need to speak to someone, because at the end of it all i still have her."

he nods, "ok well narae and your mother are going to come up in a bit. they went to get food but they don't know about the miscarriage. doctor sim didn't want to mention it to them."

hyungwon looks at nari then back at him, "thank you taeyang."

"don't mention it. we're family." he smiles before walking out of the room.

hyungwon sat back down and gently lets his finger run over her hand as he relaxed again. happy to be considered family. happy that the only family nari felt she had was there for her.

but his mind wandered. trying to piece together how he'd take care of her. doctor sim said 6 to 8 weeks. that's almost the time left they had together before he'd have to go. what if she wasn't fully recovered. who'd take care of her? he couldn't help but think of the scenarios.

the door opens quickly and he's sits up slightly confused, knowing that narae and his mother wouldn't open the door like that.

instead of seeing them, an infuriated man walks in with another doctor. one hyungwon hadn't seen before. "step away from my wife." kang yells at hyungwon. "you have no right to be here."

"keep it down she's sleeping." he looks back at nari making sure she hadn't woken up. "you are going through a divorce and separated. you don't deserve to be here."

"she's still my wife," kang responds, anger still in his tone even though he lowered his voice . "i have every right to see her."

"you have every right to leave," he shoots back. "she's my girlfriend. we live together. i'm not leaving, but you can."