Lost Love [H.S]

thirty nine

14 March 2021

"Are you sure no one will be able to tell?"

Harry sighs, "Addie... baby, I promise no one will be able to tell. You only can tell because you know there's a baby in there."

My eyes drop to my stomach, I definitely look pregnant. Everyone is going to be able to tell because of my dress and then Harry and I won't be able to tell our family like we want to and everything will be ruined.

Gently, my finger pokes at my stomach. My eyes never leave the tiny bump I have now, people are going to see it tonight for sure.

"Addie, I promise you right now that if I didn't know you were pregnant, I wouldn't know." He steps up beside me in front of the mirror, "I am so sure of it, Adalaide."

He never calls me Adalaide unless he wants me to listen to what he's saying.

I take a deep breath, turning my head to look at his sharp side profile. "Okay, leave so I can get ready then."

He turns his head to grin at me, "I'll go grab Harry so he can bring your dress in."

I nod, watching him leave before I pull a white robe onto my body and take a seat at the end of the hotel room bed.

We left the girls with Anne for the night while we're out, I told them that they're allowed to stay up and watch Daddy on the tv which they were super excited about.

They don't understand the concept of how famous Harry is, they don't know why so many people love their dad and want to take pictures with him while he's out in public.

He's been spotted with the girls multiple times but fans have mainly brushed them off as a close relative or family friend. Harry and I have never been spotted together and we've been 'together' for almost nine years.

This'll be where we are spotted together publicly for the first time.

Harry's posted me on his Instagram once for Christmas and that was all, his fans went ballistic over the image and he was incredibly amused by some of the reactions he had.

He can't wait to announce the pregnancy and that we already share two beautiful little girls. I hope his fans won't be too hateful, more so towards the girls because one day when they grow up they'll be able to read every little comment anyone has put.

I go onto my phone, opening up my messages to see something from Anne's number but it's clearly from the girls. It's a voice message, quickly hitting the button to play it.

"Mumma! Hi! Gonna watch Daddy on tv with Posie and Percy! Give him kisses!" It's Capri, a smile on my face as I listen to the message knowing I need to show it to Harry when he returns with Harry.

That is going to get confusing.

I've met with a lot of Harry's new management today, they all seem extremely kind and that's what I want for him. I want him to be able to work in a good environment around people who care about him unlike Marla.