Lost Love [H.S]

twenty four

Warning: sexual assault (unwanted touching) and assault

27 November 2020

"Sunflower! Sunflower!"

"Alright, Cece." I chuckle, watching as she bounces up and down in front of me with excitement plastered all over her face. "Golden's coming right up!" I tease purely just to get a reaction out of her.

"No, Mumma!" She giggles, "daddy's sunflower like P, not golden."

The way she's picked up on the nickname Harry gave Posie and how it is also her favourite song is so cute because not only does Harry call her Sunflower now, so does Capri.

"Do you not like Golden?" I smile at her on the other side of the living room where she is waiting to dance.

She nods quickly, "like sunflower more though."

Smiling at her briefly while she watches the tv, waiting, before I look back at the screen and quickly pop on Sunflower vol.6 for her.

As soon as the music begins filling the room she squeals, jumping on the spot and clapping her hands together.

"P, listen daddy's singing about you!" Capri's shouting to Posie who's sitting on the floor in front of the coffee table and quietly doing some colouring.

Posie looks over to where Capri is dancing, "he's not actually singing about me, Cece." She tells her before going back to her colouring and ending the conversation at that.

"That was rude, P!" Capri tells her off before looking at me, "tell her off mumma, she's being mean to me!"

This is why I never wanted two daughters.

"Posie, lets try to be a little kinder with our words, remember Cece is only little." I remind her gently, not wanting to pour anymore fuel on this fire. "Can you say sorry to your sister?"

She looks at Capri, her lips pursed out before a gentle sigh leaves them. "M'sorry Cece, want a cuddle?"

The excitement on Capri's face melts my heart as she runs over and throws herself into Posie's open arms.

This is why I wanted two children.

They don't cuddle for long, I didn't expect them to though. They are polar opposites and even though they don't get along all the time personality wise, I know they'd both do anything for the other.

Posie is protective of Capri in a quiet way, she consoles and is affectionate when she's upset while I think as Capri gets older she'll turn out to be the most protective of P.

"Dance with me, Mumma!" Capri's arms are out for me to dance with her, the brightest smile on her face as I throw my phone down onto the sofa and head around the room to her.