For All Things Holy || Chanlix

Chapter 32

Felix moaned softly when Chan's tongue invaded his mouth, causing him to let out a small gasp. Felix couldn't help the small noises that fell from his lips while they kissed. This was such a new feeling to him.

The blonde tried desperately to keep up with Chan, unsure of what to do exactly.

The brunette pulled away, lips glistening while he spoke, "Follow my lead. Don't overthink it." He said, voice thick and husky.

Felix only nodded, impatiently waiting for the feeling of Chan's lips once again. He let out a small whimper, placing his hand on top of the hand that was cupping his cheek. He followed Chan's advice, earning a small groan from the older man that took him by surprise.

He continued doing what is what that he was doing, Chan's reactions giving him more motivation to continue.

Felix was painfully hard at this point, glad that his book bag was covering his growing erection. He had never felt this turned on before in his life. His whole body felt like it was on fire and it was just from some simple kissing.

The blonde didn't know if this made him gay or not, but he could care less at this very moment. He could care less about his parents and their thoughts on the matter, he could also care less about wether this was a sin or not.

His mind was clouded with nothing but the brunette who still after all this, was nothing but a mystery to Felix. Felix wanted to know more about Chan, he wanted nothing but Chan. Nobody could change that, not even his parents, God, or the kids at school. He's craved the brunette ever since day one.

Felix let out a small moan when Chan lightly nibbled on his bottom lip, causing the older man to smirk.

"You're so cute." Chan said, pulling away from the kiss while Felix did nothing but blush. Felix couldn't help but nibble on his lips, taking in all of Chan's appearance for a moment. His hair was a little messy while his earrings swayed with each subtle movement.

Chan had decided to to his makeup today, so his eyes popped with dark eyeshadow and smokey eyeliner. His freshly painted nails, chipped after just three days. His lips looked so soft and plush, and that shit eating grin made him look even hotter.

Felix understood nothing about these feelings. He wasn't sure if he was gay or not. He wasn't sure if his interest in Chan since day one had just been a crush or not, all he knew was that he really wanted to kiss Chan again, so he did.

He leaned in once more, catching the brunette by surprise this time. He kissed Chan hungrily, wanting to do nothing but pounce on the him.

He was an inexperienced virgin, yet that didn't matter to him at the moment. He's never wanted to do sexual stuff more than now. He was honestly ready to do just about anything Chan asked him to, even give up his v card. He couldn't help himself.

"P-please..." Felix begged, heart racing while he thought of what it was he wanted. Felix wanted to slow down, but he couldn't. He wanted Chan to touch him. His body was begging for it.

"Please what?" Chan asked, pulling away just barely and resting his forehead on the blonde's. Their eyes remained closed while they both panted, breath grazing each other's lips. Felix had a hard time forming his words.

He wanted this so badly, but he's never done anything like this before. How was he supposed to ask for Chan to touch him more? Felix was unsure, so he did what came naturally to him, gently taking hold of Chan's much bigger hand and guiding it down his chest.

Chan almost immediately got the hint, hands roaming automatically when Felix gave him the okay. The older man's hands roamed all over Felix's upper half, causing the blonde to let out shaky breaths.

His heart felt like it was going to explode. He's never felt like this before, but he definitely couldn't complain. It's so much more different from when you're touching yourself. Chan hasn't even done anything, and he felt more pleasure from that than he could ever give himself.

Felix couldn't help but nibble on his lips while staring deeply into Chan's eyes. The whole moment was so intimate to him. He's never seen this side of the brunette before, but he loved it. He always found Chan to be such a handsome and cool individual, but seeing him like this brought him into a whole new perspective.

Chan's hooded eyes and smirk made Felix's heart pound heavily in his chest. His bare arms exposed thanks to the tank top he was wearing, looked oh so good. The way his muscles flexed naturally while his hands roamed Felix's body drove the blonde crazy.

Chan's warm hands lifted the hem of his hoodie up, touching the lightly toned abs on Felix's body. His whole body immediately filled with goosebumps, skin burning with the touch of Chan's hands.

Felix let out a shaky breath, eyes fluttering shut while the brunette lightly flicked his hard nipple. Felix couldn't help but moan when Chan lightly tugged at the soft bud that was slowly growing harder under the brunette's fingers.

Felix's whole body felt like it was melting into the seat of Chan's car. He couldn't help the lust that filled his body while Chan continued to touch him even more.

He opened his eyes ever so slightly to catch a glimpse of Chan, heart fluttering in his chest to see him already looking back. They remained quiet, small moans leaving the blonde's mouth while Chan played with his nipples. They didn't dare break eye contact for a few seconds until Felix's eyes began to dance from Chan's eyes to his lips.

Felix couldn't help but pull Chan back into a passionate kiss. He wasn't sure what had come over him in this very moment, but he wasn't going to complain at all. This feeling was new but fuck was it intoxicating. Felix never wanted it to end.

Even though the blonde felt extremely nervous, that didn't stop him from subtly moving his book bag off of his lap and onto the floor of the car.

Their lips still danced while Felix lightly took a hold of Chan's hand, slowly gesturing it lower towards his throbbing member. His heart pounded while Chan let out a low chuckle while his hands got lower and lower.

From his nipples, down to his belly button, then finally the buttons on his jeans. Chan undid them with ease, hand slipping past the fabric to touch Felix through the outside of his underwear.

Felix let out a soft moan, breaking off from this kiss almost immediately to throw his head back. His mouth fell open from the pleasure, groaning softly while Chan rubbed the outside of his underwear.

Felix felt no shame, only a little nervousness but that was it. He was never really self conscious of his body, glad his parents forced him to maintain himself for all these years, so that was one less thing he had to worry about.

"You're so wet." Chan softly groaned, voice laced with nothing but want and desire. Felix couldn't help but blush, noticing he had a small spot of precum that was visible through his boxers.

Felix let out a loud moan when Chan played with the tip through the constricting piece of clothing. He didn't know he was so sensitive there. He let out a shaky breath while Chan abused that spot, smirk never leaving his face while Felix crumbled from his touch.

Felix couldn't help but grow more obsessed with this feeling while they continued. This was nothing compared to when he would do it with himself, it didn't even come close.

The adrenaline he got was intoxicating. The feeling of knowing it was wrong only made him like it more, but unfortunately their fun was coming to it's end much sooner than he had hoped.

The empty parking lot, suddenly became much less empty, people flooding into the parking lot of the roller rink that they had been sitting in.

"Fuck this place is opening in 15 minutes. I forgot about that." Chan cursed, peeling himself off of Felix and quickly buckling his seat belt. Felix couldn't help but let out an annoyed sigh, buttoning his pants and buckling himself up.

The car ride home was kinda awkward, but Felix didn't really care. All he was thinking about was when it was gonna happen next.