Blind Thoughts

chapter Twenty eight

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*Nightmare*

Why is it so dark,I can't see anything.
I can't move as well,it's like I'm tied up or something.

"It's about time,"an unknown figure says pulling out my blindfold.
"Where Am I?" I ask while scanning the pitch black room.
"Jason Ryan I assume?"he asks checking for something in his pocket.
Unfortunately I can't see his face hence his wearing a balaclava mask.

"Yes,what the fuck do you want?"
"Language!" He rewards me with a punch across my face.

My jaw feels dislocated,I feel so useless.
I feel some fluid escape my mouth. Is this blood? It can't be! But it is though
"What do you w-want from m- me?" I ask coughing up blood.
"You and Jasmine are dating right?" He asks but I keep quiet.

It looks like my silence annoyed him,so he punched me again.
"Don't make me repeat myself,"he knelt down and lifted my chin up.
"Y-yes,I am dating h -her,"I blurt out.
"Amazing Guess what?" He chuckles.
"What?" I glare at him.
"I'm her father,"he grins.

So what you are telling me is that this mother fucker is her father!?
Now what does he want from me?
What have I done to him?

t feels real! But is it? I don't even remember how he looks like since high-school

"You are probably thinking what do I want from you? it's simple,I want to tell you to keep my princess safe!" He chuckles,"Stay loyal and happy."
"Noted,"I roll my eyes.
"Now die,"he slit my throat and stared at me with a evil grin.

my eye lids started feeling heavy and all of a sudden it went black.

I

"Babe, are you okay?"Jasmine asks while staring at me with wide eyes.
"Nothing,"I say, holding my throat.
Oh my gosh, I'm not dead.
"Just tell me the truth,"she mumbles.
I glanced at the time and it read '7:01'
"Um,I had a nightmare and your father killed me," I blurt out.
"Don't worry love,it was just a dream. He isn't like that in person infact his really kind. You'll see him soon,"she smiled.

I nodded and went in the washroom to take a shower.
I stripped down my boxer and waited for the water to get hot.
Immediately the water heated, I stepped in the shower and let the hot water pure on me. It's burning my skin but it's okay,I love this feeling.

"Babe?"Jasmine called me from the other side of the door.
"Yes!?" I reply to her politely.
"Can I join you?"she muttered.
"Sure,come in. You know you can just enter right?"I wipe my face.

"I know,"she walks in. She only has a towel to cover her sexy body.
I gaze at her while I dry my hair.
She removes her towel and puts it on the towel bar,she steps in the shower and feels the water.
"Ow,this is too hot!" She pleads.
"Nah," I say, while staring at her naked body.
"Let's help each other,"I grin.
I pick up the shampoo and pure it in Jasmine's hair.
Jasmine closes her eyes and leans against me.
"It feels relaxing when you do it,"she says, covering her eyes to prevent the soap from entering.
I wash away the soap in hair.
And watch her wipe her face.
"It's your turn,"she says, rubbing my sculp with the lemon flavoured shampoo.
I stare at her and smile

Not now.

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I'm in class right now listening to the sir's explanation.
Unfortunately Jasmine and I are not in the same class today hence she doesn't take accounts.

It's boring! I need some entertainment.
I gaze infront only to see people sleeping. Is he that boring!?
I gaze at my left and see couples kissing.

That's cute!

Very cute.
Why did I decide to sit at the back? Sometimes I act daft.

I feel someone tap my shoulder,I stare at my left to see her,the person I've been avoiding,the person I don't want to talk.
"Nicole,What are you doing in here?" I ask confused.
"I take accounts dumbass!" She giggled.

How come I didn't see her?
It doesn't matter it's best I ignore her.
"You've been avoiding me and it's been driving me crazy,"she muttered.
"Yeah?" I mumble.
"Yes," she says

You know what? Fuck it.
She kisses my cheek
"Can you stop doing that?it's quite annoying " I say
Jason! ignore it.

Ignore!

Ignore!!!

Two more minutes left till this period is over.

*Ring*

*Ring*

The bell rang and I immediately stood up and left the room.
Luckily she didn't touch it.

But I can't lie I became hard.

Pervert thoughts out of my fucking head!!!

I went to the cafeteria to eat lunch thus Jasmine said she'll find me here.
The waitress (Trisha) came to my table to take my order.

"Hey Jason,may I take your order?"she asked with a smile.
"Yes,I'll like a burger with fries and make that two burgers," I said.
A few minutes later she came back with my food and served it to me.
She was about to leave when I stopped her.
"Um,this other burger is yours,so take a seat and eat,"I tell her.
Her eyes lit up and she nodded; thanks.
She sat down and started eating.
"Why did you want to be a waitress here?" I ask due to curiosity.
"I wanted a part time job,"she says."I needed the money to help me pay my rent thus I stay alone."

"How about your parents?"I ask calmly.
"They abandoned me when I was six years old,"her eyes started looking glossy.
I held her hand and stared at her,"sorry, they are just Fucking fools. If you want I can give you one of my mom's houses for a cheaper price ."
"For real?" She says with tears streaming down her face.
"Of course, you'll have it by tomorrow,"I muttered.
"Thank you,I can now leave freely without paying rent."she wipes away her tears.
"How have you been managing all this time?" I ask.

I need to stop asking such questions.

"When I was six,I had no where to go,so I went to the orphanage and stayed there until I turned 18 and started staying alone. But now I can continue with school since you've given your mom's house. Thank you,"she kissed my cheek and later on left.

I felt my phone vibrate,so I dug out my phone and saw a message from Jasmine saying.

I'm at the warehouse down the road where you wanted me to go, where are you?

What the fuck!!! I didn't say any of that shit.

I didn't say any shit like that!
Come to the cafeteria.
Come back!!!

And all of a sudden she goes offline

What in the actual fuck is going on ?
I dial in her phone number and call her but it cuts immediately.

Somethings wrong